Hey Love,
This week broke me open then put me back together. ๐ฟ๐
Between the soul cleanse, the panic attack on the kitchen floor, the goddess views at OTR Wednesdays, and Mrs. Fix It with a power drill in her enrichment enclosure… here’s a little peek at my week through my eyes ๐
I do be loving on myself now ๐๐ป
Every time after a sickness and a soul cleanse ๐น I can’t help it. The self-love hits different on the other side.
๐ฏ๐ถ๐พ ๐ซ๐ถ ๐พ๐ฌ ๐ป๐ฌ๐ณ๐ณ ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐บ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ป๐ฏ๐จ๐ป ๐พ๐ฌ ๐จ๐น๐ฌ ๐ซ๐น๐ถ๐พ๐ต๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ต ๐ณ๐จ๐ต๐ซ??
๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐
My Inner Child Fighting Back With Love During Panic Attacks
Hardest thing I’ve ever posted. I don’t share my tears. I don’t share my panic attacks. Because so many times it’s been used against me. I’m here. I love. I am enough. And just because someone doesn’t value me doesn’t mean it’s my fault. I’ve had to fight so fucking hard to get where I am now. Even if it’s on the kitchen floor having a panic attack. Healing is not linear. ๐
Healing Together (And Some of Y’all Make Me Cry ๐ฅฐ)
I love y’all so much ๐ฅฐ and thank you for going on this healing journey with me. I’m gonna keep sharing the beautiful AND the messy because both parts are me. The stories you share with me back, like getting through deployment or getting sober… it’s just beautiful that sharing all of me shares light too. ๐๐๐ค
Cry. Then Dance. Cry While Dancing. RELEASE THE TRAUMA!!!!!
Dancing is healing. Letting myself cry ๐ฟ and feel my feelings instead of hiding from them is hard but beautiful ๐ป
Goddess Views and Sparkly Horses ๐
Great night at @otrwednesdays and of course I loved the goddess views ๐ Also: if there’s a horse statue, I need a pic with it. Rule for life. ๐ป
Efforts > Promises. I’m Maximum Effort, Always. ๐ฅฐ๐ฅ
From horseback to kayak in the same day. Efforts are always better than promises. ๐ฅ
Mrs. Fix It (In My Enrichment Enclosure ๐)
Yep. Mrs. Fix It here. But only in my enrichment enclosure. ๐
Come Play in My Enclosure ๐
ICYMI: My Top 5 Most-Watched of the Month ๐ฅ
If you’re only seeing me here, you’re missing the REAL show. These are the five videos lighting up the members area right now. Click any pic to come see the full thing inside ๐
#1. POV Asian and Reverse Cowgirl Riding, Cum In Mouth Finish
Stripping out of my pink lingerie, riding you front-to-back, finishing with your cum in my mouth ๐
#2. POV Blowjob and Cumshot on Glasses From Your Whispering Librarian ๐ค
Shhh… your librarian sucking your cock quietly in the stacks until you spray all over my big nerdy glasses.
#3. Creampie After POV Blowjob, Missionary Fucking With Vibrator On Clit
POV blowjob into missionary. Your hand on my throat, vibrator on my clit, half inside me and half on top ๐
#4. Creampie After Fingering With Blowjob and Cumshot Closeup
G-spot fingered with my vibrator on my clit until I’m dripping, then doggystyled into a creampie GUSHING down both legs ๐ฆ
#5. Gloryhole Handjob, Blowjob, Doggystyle Creampie… Impregnation ๐คฐ
Trying to figure out how a gloryhole works (no instructions, maybe this lube will help?)… ending with a big creampie and an impregnated belly months later.
So that’s what I’ve been up to!! If you’re only seeing me here you’re missing the REAL show. Everything you see here is just a tiny little preview of what’s waiting for you inside ๐
Join Now and See Everything ๐
Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!
xoxo,
Lelu ๐
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