226: Why I’ve Been So Quiet And Down This Weekend

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 226 you will hear:

  • How perfect our day went and what it ended with to make it even better!! 🙂
  • My buns tip that works for any especially gluten free 😉
  • What we used for smores!! 🙂
  • Which place was closed AGAIN for the second time in a row!! 🙁
  • What set me off into a tirade and downward spiral for days!! 🙁
  • Why I went full binge mode!! 🙁
  • What all I ate to try to eat my feelings away!! 🙂
  • Why binge eating is still better than what I used to turn to!! 🙂
  • What one of my other superpowers is that amazed my orthodontist!! 🙂
  • One of my favorite videos ever that might NOT be most people’s favorite and why!! 🙂
  • What I have to get back in shape and ready for!! 🙂
  • Why I cried so much that my mask was soaked!! 🙁
  • What food I wanted to dump on someone’s head and why!!
  • Why we aren’t staying at Disney right now…
  • How I gained 5 pounds FAST and why every little bit isn’t healthy for my body…

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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225: Disney Do Over Recap & Shadowman Passing Away :(

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 225 you will hear:

  • How my 1st visit back to the place I almost didn’t make it back from went!!
  • What all I ate THIS time that did NOT almost end me!! 🙂
  • How much I weigh now and how many years it’s been since I last weighed this much!! 🙂
  • The crazy reason my favorite bakery was CLOSED on my last visit!! 🙁
  • How hot it got on our last Disney Springs trip and who could definitely NOT handle it!!
  • What food I had heard of but never tried and now it’s one of my faves!! 🙂
  • How I ate almost 3,000 calories in ONE meal and LOST weight!! 🙂
  • Which FarmAnimal we lost last week… 🙁
  • How Shadowman passed away… 🙁
  • Why the waitress had to cut me off from ordering more… 🙂
  • Behind the scenes of the making of the recent Btwins video!! 🙂
  • Which video was one of my FAVES in a while from last week!! 🙂
  • What superpower my ass has!! 🙂
  • Which classic dessert/snack I’m most excited for this week!! 🙂
  • Where we will be adventuring to this week!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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224: Still Recovering After Last Week’s Podcast Story!! :)

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 224 you will hear:

  • What a NORMAL human sized cheat meal looks like for me!! 🙂
  • Why I will NEVER go that overboard again like last week’s podcast binge story!!
  • What other times I’ve come close to not making it but never because of sugar like that!!
  • How I ended up states away with no idea how I got there!!
  • Why drugs are bad and why I’ve been sober for so many years now!! 🙂
  • How I had a meltdown after almost dying AND cried in the middle of my grocery store!!
  • Why I can never go back to drinking!!
  • How I needed a Disney Do-Over after the CRAZY last one!!
  • One of my favorite new sex positions!! 🙂
  • What happened after the SUPER oily hair and body video from last week!!
  • Something I’ve wanted to do for $125 but finally got to do for $100!! 🙂
  • Where I redeemed myself after the WILD fiasco from the last podcast episode!! 🙂
  • The full breakdown of what I ate the cheat meal AFTER the one that almost ended me!!
  • What I’m doing for B for his DaddyDay celebration!! 🙂
  • Where I am right now and NOT in an actual food coma this time!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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223: The Night I Almost Died From An Actual Food Coma

*UPDATE June 17, 2020* – There’s now a full blog post about this craziness too showing ALL the things I ate that day that added up to over 455 grams aka one POUND of sugar and over 5 THOUSAND calories right here:

25 Pics of what almost killed me!! 🙁

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 223 you will hear:

  • How close I came to going to the hospital and why!! 🙁
  • Why I was laying on wet concrete with bugs at 2am!! 🙁
  • What eating over 1 POUND of sugar in 12 hours did to me!! 🙁
  • How eating 5,300 calories this time was WAY worse than any cheat day before!! 🙁
  • Why I hit B in the face in the RV!!
  • How I was barely staying conscious on and off after an almost perfect day!! 🙁
  • Why I’m scheduling a DO-OVER for the last Disney Springs trip!! 🙂
  • How I ended up naked and on the wet pavement in the middle of an RV park!! 🙁
  • Which video B pulled a sex muscle in!! 🙂
  • How I accidentally dressed up as AquaMan!! 🙂
  • What my almost REAL food coma taught me!!
  • How I will be doing junk food days very differently from now on!!
  • The full breakdown of what I ate that was 5,300 calories and 455 grams of sugar!!
  • What my favorite snacks of the Disney trip were until they almost sent me to the hospital!! 🙁
  • Which fast food place we ate at THREE times on the Disney Springs trip!!

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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222: UGH Aunt Flo Came Early & Crashed Creampie Week

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 222 you will hear:

  • What gave us our own private show at the zoo!! 🙂
  • How our FIRST adventure in 3 months went!! 🙂
  • The only BAD part of our first adventure week… 🙁
  • Who showed up early and ruined my favorite week aka creampie week!! 🙁
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What’s going to happen now that ALL the cum schedule cards are ripped up!! 🙂
  • Why I said B is fired as a cameraman!! 🙂
  • When and why I had SIX orgasms in a small amount of time!! 🙂
  • Which video had a blooper that was all my fault for ONCE!! 😉
  • What I did to ruin my BGC’s… 🙁
  • The one fast food place that I’m still excited about!! 🙂
  • Why this might be the LAST podcast ever!! 🙂
  • What my plans to take over the bakery world were, did I succeed?? 🙂
  • Where my first public meals will be since all this started!! 🙂
  • Why people other than me cry and scream at my favorite bakery that makes it so special!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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221: Adventure Week Begins THIS Week Most Excited For…

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 221 you will hear:

  • What and where will be included in our Adventure Week!! 🙂
  • What I’m MOST excited about for upcoming trip… 🙂
  • Which meal I’ll be having this week that I haven’t had in a long time!! 🙂
  • Why my cooking habits and B’s eating habits don’t mix!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What sweet treat I’ll be taking to the zoo with me!! 🙂
  • What a 1on1 Skype show with me could be like for YOU!! 🙂
  • Why the lighting on the roommate videos is always a little darker… 🙂
  • What 2 things B surprised me with that I got REALLY excited about that others might not!! 🙂
  • Why I cried in last week’s VLOG 🙁
  • How long I went without any major outing!!
  • What made me smile BIG like Xmas morning and where to see it!! 🙂
  • Why B thinks the zoo restaurant wouldn’t serve me!! 🙂
  • Which two characters I painted and the third one I want to add!! 🙂
  • Where to see my REALLY happy smile and my painting in the background… 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

220: Play My Picture Guessing Game For A Special Surprise

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 220 you will hear:

  • What got me so excited I licked the microphone!! 🙂
  • Which foods we got for our junk food day and what all we ate and didn’t have room for!! 🙂
  • Where to hear my rock bottom binge story that’s terrible but also kind of funny!! 🙂
  • What I was SO excited to see gluten free!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • An AMAZING dairy ice cream which was some of the BEST I’ve had dairy or not!! 🙂
  • What I made with only four ingredients that was better than premade in the bottle!! 🙂
  • How I’ll be changing junk food day/no added sugar after a sugar coma!! 🙂
  • What I did to come to the rescue and save B after he did THIS!! 🙂
  • How I’ve been becoming more self aware and MUCH less self loathing!! 🙂
  • Duck tape vs duct tape and why I’m very specific about my band aids!! 🙂
  • What all I’m allergic to and NOT allergic to!! 🙂
  • Where to get all the FULL member benefits of my site and live shows!! 🙂
  • What interrupts some of our videos but is totally worth it!! 🙂
  • Where to see the pic of the week and how to play the picture guessing game!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast plus you have to listen to see how this ties into YOU getting a special surprise… 😉

 

219: How And Why This Was My BEST Period Ever!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 219 you will hear:

  • How our RV dropoff and repair went and what happened on the way home!! 🙂
  • Why I’m scarred from running a gas tank too close to E!! 🙂
  • Horror story of one of my old 6 HUNDRED dollar cars!! 🙂
  • What trips we are planning when we venture back out into the wild!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • Where I’ll be spending my birthday AND anniversary this year!! 🙂
  • This is the first time EVER I’ve gone this long without THIS…!! 🙂
  • Which food ingredient sent me to bed crying!! 🙁
  • How my mental fog has lifted and what makes my brain feel superpowered!! 🙂
  • How and why this was my best period EVER!! 🙂
  • My FAVORITE cereal brand that I can’t get enough of!! 🙂
  • What a queef actually is and how “good” I am at them!! 🙂
  • Which vid I was SUPER hopped up on LOADS of sugar and over 4 THOUSAND calories!! 🙂
  • When my next junk food day is and what I have planned for it!! 🙂
  • Where to see my favorite pic of the week that I was feeling SO sexy in white lingerie!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

218: Latest Farm Loss And Our Reopening Date And Plans

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 218 you will hear:

  • Who went on to the farm in the sky this week… 🙁
  • Do you know what movie I named “Gracie Lou Freebush” after?? 🙂
  • What I’m already eating out of my garden every day now!! 🙂
  • Which foods are coming next out of my garden!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • Which food grew all on their own and were hiding before I even knew they were there!! 🙂
  • My favorite festival that I missed this year and am SO looking forward to next year!! 🙂
  • Why I will NOT be heading to Shanghai this week… or will I?? 🙂
  • What fun place I will be going first to test out reopening BEFORE Disney even 🙂
  • Which song I forgot about but LOVE and need to listen to and sing out loud!! 🙂
  • What I wish I had done for a Cinco de Mayo video!! 🙂
  • Why I will NOT be putting shaving cream in my hair anymore!! 🙂
  • How I was living the dream but B was NOT living the scream?? 🙁
  • Which job I was fired/quit from after hitting a customer with a bat!! 🙂
  • Where to see the last shot of my forbidden outfit before I got rid of it!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

217: Full True Story Of My Recent Addiction Binge

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 217 you will hear:

  • What rhymes great with “Porn Scene” and starts with a Q…?? 🙂
  • Why I was worried about balls flap getting stuck!! 🙂
  • What I ate an entire JAR of and then some!! 🙁
  • Whether or not the porn studio is STILL clean after 1 week?? 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What I finally got rid of after YEARS of having!! 🙂
  • How I can go from very happy to the opposite very fast!! 🙁
  • What does an alcoholic “look like” and can you be an overeater without being “fat”…
  • Why YOUR feelings are real and yours and you shouldn’t let people discount that!!
  • What I do as my outlet and form of meditation to release my inner demons!!
  • Details about some of my past abusive relationships, giving AND receiving!! 🙁
  • Who I hit in the face with a frying pan and knocked their tooth out and why!!
  • Why you HAVE to get those negative thoughts out of your head and how!!
  • How and why I hit my recent rock bottom of a self loathing spiral!! 🙁
  • Where to see a preview of this week’s #MayTheFourthBeWithYou hardcore video!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂