My Week in Three Words: Cry, Dance, Release (+ New Top 5 of the Month 🔥)

Hey Love,

This week broke me open then put me back together. 😿💕

Between the soul cleanse, the panic attack on the kitchen floor, the goddess views at OTR Wednesdays, and Mrs. Fix It with a power drill in her enrichment enclosure… here’s a little peek at my week through my eyes 💕


I do be loving on myself now 💕😻


Drinking tea in a tiny top after a soul cleanse

Every time after a sickness and a soul cleanse 😹 I can’t help it. The self-love hits different on the other side.


𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑶 𝑾𝑬 𝑻𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑨 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑾𝑬 𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝑫𝑹𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑶𝑵 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑫??


On the pier in jean shorts and a bikini top, leaning on the rail over the water

𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 😔


My Inner Child Fighting Back With Love During Panic Attacks


Crying face with text overlay: my inner child fighting back with love during panic attacks

Hardest thing I’ve ever posted. I don’t share my tears. I don’t share my panic attacks. Because so many times it’s been used against me. I’m here. I love. I am enough. And just because someone doesn’t value me doesn’t mean it’s my fault. I’ve had to fight so fucking hard to get where I am now. Even if it’s on the kitchen floor having a panic attack. Healing is not linear. 💕


Come Close With Me 💕


Healing Together (And Some of Y’all Make Me Cry 🥰)


Topless in bed under the blanket with a thank-you face


Screenshot of a sweet fan message about being ahead of my time and paving the way

I love y’all so much 🥰 and thank you for going on this healing journey with me. I’m gonna keep sharing the beautiful AND the messy because both parts are me. The stories you share with me back, like getting through deployment or getting sober… it’s just beautiful that sharing all of me shares light too. 💕💚🖤


Cry. Then Dance. Cry While Dancing. RELEASE THE TRAUMA!!!!!


Pointing at my flat stomach with a surprised face

Dancing is healing. Letting myself cry 😿 and feel my feelings instead of hiding from them is hard but beautiful 😻


Dance With Me Inside 🔥


Goddess Views and Sparkly Horses 😈


Leaning against a giant sparkly horse statue


Leaning against the sparkly horse statue, different angle


Selfie with the hanging horse statue making it look like it's on my head

Great night at @otrwednesdays and of course I loved the goddess views 😈 Also: if there’s a horse statue, I need a pic with it. Rule for life. 😻


Efforts > Promises. I’m Maximum Effort, Always. 🥰🔥


On horseback with a big smile


POV of my legs and bare feet in a kayak

From horseback to kayak in the same day. Efforts are always better than promises. 🔥


Mrs. Fix It (In My Enrichment Enclosure 😜)


In a tank top and panties holding a drill

Yep. Mrs. Fix It here. But only in my enrichment enclosure. 😜


Come Play in My Enclosure 😈


ICYMI: My Top 5 Most-Watched of the Month 🔥

If you’re only seeing me here, you’re missing the REAL show. These are the five videos lighting up the members area right now. Click any pic to come see the full thing inside 😈

#1. POV Asian and Reverse Cowgirl Riding, Cum In Mouth Finish


POV Asian and Reverse Cowgirl Riding, Cum In Mouth Finish

Stripping out of my pink lingerie, riding you front-to-back, finishing with your cum in my mouth 💋


#2. POV Blowjob and Cumshot on Glasses From Your Whispering Librarian 🤓


POV Blowjob and Cumshot on Glasses From Whispering Librarian

Shhh… your librarian sucking your cock quietly in the stacks until you spray all over my big nerdy glasses.


#3. Creampie After POV Blowjob, Missionary Fucking With Vibrator On Clit


Creampie After POV Blowjob, Missionary With Vibrator

POV blowjob into missionary. Your hand on my throat, vibrator on my clit, half inside me and half on top 😈


#4. Creampie After Fingering With Blowjob and Cumshot Closeup


Creampie After Fingering With Blowjob and Cumshot Closeup

G-spot fingered with my vibrator on my clit until I’m dripping, then doggystyled into a creampie GUSHING down both legs 💦


#5. Gloryhole Handjob, Blowjob, Doggystyle Creampie… Impregnation 🤰


Gloryhole Handjob Blowjob Doggystyle Creampie Impregnation

Trying to figure out how a gloryhole works (no instructions, maybe this lube will help?)… ending with a big creampie and an impregnated belly months later.


So that’s what I’ve been up to!! If you’re only seeing me here you’re missing the REAL show. Everything you see here is just a tiny little preview of what’s waiting for you inside 😈

Join Now and See Everything 💋

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋