Healing Out Loud, Cat Ears, and Top Fan Badges

Hey Love,

Cat ears, a little comedy, and a whole lot of healing out loud. Some days were really hard. Another was much better. And some of the guys getting mad at my posts were accepting top fan badges. Literally hilarious. 😹

Here are seven pics and what I shared with them. 💚💖

What Glass?? 😹

Lelu leaning toward the camera beneath the words “Absolutely not.. that’s enough.”

What glass?? 😹 #comedy #cptsd #love #dating

It’s OK to Not Be OK

Lelu lying on a bed with a blanket beneath text about apologies and choices

I sped it up but some days this is me for hours. Same spot. Staring. Wondering what I’ve done to get treated the way I do. Or wondering if I will always be too much or not enough. I share things to be more open with y’all and I wanna let you know it’s OK to not be OK regardless of what those around you tell you.

My mental health suffers one day I can wanna wear makeup and dress up the next day… I literally can’t even move, breathe, eat anything. Grief and betrayal always take a toll on me. I will always Heal out loud and publicly. I feel I’ve made the right choices for the sweet notes that I get from people I have inspired. Even when I am completely drowning in depression and panic attacks.

Your love and support really means so much and I’m so thankful. I can’t feel it right now, but I can see it. 😮‍💨😔 #cptsd #healing #sad

The Difference a Day Makes 🥰

Lelu making a peace sign in a car beneath text about healing and remaining kind

The difference a day makes. 👀Yesterday laid in my bed for like 10 hours then slept all night!!!! Today?? Much better. 🥰 #cry #healing #selflove

Come See More of Me 💋

I’ve Already Lived It

Lelu looking down beneath the words “What’s your biggest fear?” and “I’ve already lived it.”

Repeatedly. My life is my fears get tested. Over and over. 💚💖 #mentalhealth #lost #cptsd

There’s No Shame in Healing Loudly 💚

Lelu sitting with her knees drawn up in front of a mirror beneath text about loss

Sometimes I look at how much I’ve survived and instead of feeling proud, I just feel sad and tired that I had to become this strong. I know I’m resilient. I know I made it through. 🤕

Some days I can’t celebrate all I’ve endured. I have to let the sadness out and share. You’re not alone and you’re loved too. I just keep trying to build a life where I don’t constantly have to prove that I can survive. We can do it together. There’s no shame in healing loudly 💚💖 #therapy #cptsd #loved

Be Around People Who Make Life Better 💖

Lelu taking a mirror selfie in white cat ears, a black outfit, striped knee-high socks and white sneakers

Be around people who make life better 💖 life is hard enough 💚 #tribe #journey #life

Cat Ears and All, Come Join Me 💋

Even if That ONLY Person Is Me 👸🏻

Lelu on a lighted dance pole in a black outfit and white sneakers under purple lighting

Can’t wait to post more thirst traps today about mental health to make men who are mad they can’t have sexy time madder and then some of them accepting top fan badges. Literally hilarious and helps me keep sharing. 😵‍💫

Sharing mental health from a sexy loving place drives people who can’t but should heal crazy. Then helps guide others to healing and self love. Is what I’m doing right for everyone?? No … is it right for me?? Idk but it feels good and right while making amazing supportive friends. I keep getting incredibly sweet messages from people who I’ve helped just by showing up and not giving up. If I give another person a reason to keep showing up. I will. Even if that ONLY person is me.

Fun fact, a lot of the guys who are the meanest remind me a lot of the times when I was a child and I was physically abused… same types and same energy so no, I will never back down from any of that ever 👸🏻 even with a messy room full of thot energy 😈

Thank you for the sweet messages and for letting me keep showing up as myself. 💚💖

Want to see more? My member videos and photo sets are waiting inside.

Come Join Me 💋

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

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