Category: Weekly Videos Recap

Hey Love,

This week I kissed a sexy woman on a sexy car, climbed back onto a horse twice, revoked access to my energy, and apparently reached 96.9% feral. 😹

Here are 12 new pics from the week, plus a little proof that fighting for your life can still come with red lipstick and a sense of humor. 💋

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That Dog Back in Me Just Barked 😻

That dog back in me… I just barked 😻 but my girls are barking with me 😈

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Never Settle 💕

Never settle #neversettle 💕💚

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POV: He’s a Narcissist, But You Have BPD

POV: he’s a narcissist but you have BPD (borderline personality disorder) so you only know how to traumatize him back 🤷🏻‍♀️ #bpd #cptsd #trauma

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A Weirdo… But I’m Real Though 🥰

A weirdo… but I’m real though 🥰 #weird #weirdo #real #love

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She’s Been Protecting Me Since I Was a Kiddo

She’s a bad bitch who’s been protecting me since I was a kiddo. She isn’t going anywhere and I will continue working with that side of me for a better understanding. Things that scare me don’t scare me away. They make me curious. #selflove #cptsd #villian

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You Definitely Won’t Hear Me Calm and Accepting 🤠

You definitely won’t hear me calm and accepting 🤠 #calm #fun #lelu

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Access to My Energy Is a Privilege

I like to be respectfully disrespected in 🛌 you disrespect me in real life?? Then it’s time to revoke privileges ☠️ #selflove #absolutelynot #sad #movingon

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96.9% Feral 😹

At this point, I am 96.9% feral and will not be able to be integrated back into society 😹

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Funnier and Sexier 😇

What didn’t kill me made me funnier and sexier 😇 #funny #sexy #healing

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I’ll Come Back Funnier

Yep yep 💕 love the people in my life right now 💕💚💔 #wtf #healing

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

This week I celebrated being 39 and 15 years sober, got back in beach mode, and showed up full of love, fire, and crazy. 😹

Here are 8 new pics from the week, from a sunset birthday drink to one very pink big-dog moment. 💋

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Absolutely, But Not Now 😴

Absolutely but not now 😴 #therapy #voice #sobriety

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39 and 15 Years Sober Never Looked So Good

What a great bday month!! Being 39 and 15 years sober never looked so good. #sober #love #horses

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Rinse and Repeat 😹

Rinse and repeat 😹

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Back in That Mode

I love when I’m back in that mode #bs #beach #sun

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Full of Love and Fire. Also Full of Crazy 🤪

I will always show up as me. I’m full of love and fire. Also full of crazy 🤪

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Big Dog. Aka That Bitch.

Big dog. Aka that bitch. I taught him how to fish So Next please. 🙏 #petty

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

This week was self-love, fire, and laughing through things that could have made me explode. I had nasty comments, bedroom magic, one triple-threat mirror moment, and Barbie tea to calm it all down. 😹🔥

Here are 8 new pics from the week, from the barn Barbie to pure magic in bed.

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Laugh or Explode

After like 5-7 traumatic experiences almost ☠️ a time or two then everything becomes funny TBH 🤣 cause if I didn’t laugh at every thing or make a dirty jokey joke I would have exploded already. 🔥 #drinkwater #joke #horses

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I Love Me. You Don’t Have To.

I love me. You don’t have to. Having CPTSD and finding self-love was not for the faint of heart. I have a form of brain damage that claims the lives of a lot of people. If I only help one other person get the help they need, or a voice to keep going, then I’m a successful girl. Thank you all for the supportive love. I have learned in life, be loud and loving to those who can not use their voice yet. I will be that voice always. Until my voice is gone. I can also be that fire 🔥 and burn it all down 🥰

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Thanks for the Content Though

After only being with one man for 13 years this always makes me laugh. Like can you do research or something. Like I did all that with one person. Now I get the freedom to explore my own body and life while healing from my childhood. I get to Share my fire, my desire and build my empire 🎤 😘 let the energy flow!!
Thanks for the content though 🥰

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That Energy Is Pure Magic

Normalise being obsessed with yourself and not giving a f*ck what anyone else thinks.
That energy is pure magic 🪄
That’s how boundaries are born 🥰 #boundaries #selflove #healing

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Triple Threat

YES!! I am a triple threat!! 🔥 Spilling drinks/running into everything, 𝑩𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝑩𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉, and shedding long strands of hair 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄!! #boss #longhairstyles #oops

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Peace, Love, Light, and Fire

I think I’m peace, love light and fire all the time. 😹

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

This week started with sunlight and fire, took a wrong turn with the maintenance man, and ended with me back at FetishCon where improv and BDSM somehow make perfect sense together. 😹

Here are 8 new pics from the week, including the Leo dress, the Pornhub bodysuit, and one purple X that felt a lot like coming home. 🔥

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Do You Know How to Play With Fire?

🔥Do you know how to play with fire?? 🔥 #fire #lelu #intense #leo

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Just. One After the Other.

Just. One after the other sometimes for no reason. 😹 #days #keep #going

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The Wrong Maintenance Man

She thought her sprinkler 💦 system was broken turns out she had the wrong maintenance man 🔥 #ph #hub #newpost😍

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Starbucks Win.

Starbucks win.

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Don’t Forget to Take Your Vitamins

Orga$ms are some of the best medicine for your nervous system… 🥰🔥so don’t forget to take your vitamins #vitamins #drinkwater #funny

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FetishCon!!

Fetishcon!! So much fun 🤩 maybe more soon 🥰

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Back to My Roots

Back to my roots and the love of the Fet world. Improv and BDSM.

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In the Right Eyes, You Will Be Art

In the right eyes. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒕 🔥 #love #explore #art #fire #artist

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

Apparently this week I am enough, one loud horse away from getting caught, and celebrating my birthday for all 31 days of August. 😹

Here are 8 new pics from the week, from foam-roller chaos to birthday fishnets and one very literal answer to what it is like to love me. 👀

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You are enough.

You are enough.
Please, no more people like you. #goblin #weird #whysoserious

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Imagine being a sneaky link in the 1800s

Imagine being a sneaky link in the 1800s
.. and your horse starts neighing 🐴
…….. loud af 🐴 🐴🐴🐴

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The lyrics hit different when you’re older 😹

The lyrics hit different when you’re older 😹

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My birthday is August 1st through August 31st

My birthday is from August 1st until August 31st &
I’m not playin… I bite 👄

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“What is it like to love you??”

“What is it like to love you??”
🤔
“Have you ever been crucified… 👀 “😈

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

Leo season is officially here, and this year I am proudly turning 39.

My younger years were wild enough that I honestly didn’t think I would make it to 30. Now I get to celebrate 39, and you already know one day is not enough. I am celebrating the whole damn month 🔥

So before we get into this week’s 13 new pics, I made you a birthday offer…

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The most elite form of self care 💋

Doing your make-up half naked with the music blasting and not giving a single f❣️ck is the most elite form of self care💋

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We not here long enough to be living unhappy 😻

We not here long enough to be living unhappy 😻 #love #create #cry #heal

Get 39 Days for $39 🎂
Manual activation within 24 hours. Your 39 days begin at activation. No rebill.

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All of them 😹

All of them 😹

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PLEASE GET OUT THE WAYYY ☺️

Leo ♌️ season is officially this week.
PLEASE GET OUT THE WAYYY.. Thank you!!!! ☺️

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Hear me out 👂

Hear me out: 👂
We let people live their lives however they want as long as it doesn’t harm others 😇🥰😈

Get 39 Days for $39 🎂
Manual activation within 24 hours. Your 39 days begin at activation. No rebill.

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Turn the volume up on your life 🔥

It’s Leo Season Baby!! ♌️ 🦁
Turn the volume up on your joy.
Turn the volume up on your Love. 💕
Turn the volume up on your Life.
Turn the volume up on your Passion.
Courage, creativity, confidence, cuntyness!!
This is not the time to dim your fire. It’s time to let it blaze!! 🔥

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What’s your go to nugget sauce?? 🤤

Serious question. What’s your go to nugget sauce?? 🤤

Mine is hot sauce and honey.

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Get your manners back in check 😜

I wish I could carry split reins around with me and smack people who need to get their manners back in check 😜 🐴

Get 39 Days for $39 🎂
Manual activation within 24 hours. Your 39 days begin at activation. No rebill.

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Bringing up new things with your partner 🤔

There are multiple conversations to have. Not just exactly what you want. You always want to check their fantasies your fantasies see which ones overlap those are the easiest and most fun to begin with. I’ve been kind of thinking of making a how to bring up new things to your partner series. 🤔

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About to become a whole problem 😻🔥

Leo either keep it all inside,
OR they say exactly how they feel with no filter.
There is no in between. 😻🔥😇

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Moderate f’ck distribution??

I either give too many f’cks
Or
No f’cks at all…
If there a middle ground for moderate f’ck distribution??
#wtf

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Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

This week I coined a word, quoted a dead poet, got called honest, and apologized exactly once. Barely.

Nine new pictures below. Let’s go.

Forget a Situationship. You Need a Feralationship.

Forget a situationship 🥱 You need a feralationship 😈 Someone who will bring out the most chaotic, deep, unfiltered, fiery, aggressive love version of yourself and maybe even bring home women together. Cause I need a girlfriend to spiritually and physically cherish daily 😻😈💕

Yes, I made that word up. The dictionary people can catch up whenever they’re ready.

May Love at Least Save Us From Life

“If nothing saves us from death, may love at least save us from life.” – Pablo Neruda

Yep yep. Seatbelt on, Hello Kitty on, Neruda on the brain.

Ready for the feral version? Join me here

I Think I Left My Pie at Home

When you show up to a creampie tasting and it’s just baking…

Thanks but I think I left my pie 🥧 at home 😜

A Lot of “I’m Just Being Honest”

A lot of “I’m just being honest” is badly dressed cruelty with no social skills. 😵‍💫

PSA.

PSA. No further questions.

Consider yourself warned. Come closer

Just Me

Just Me… 🤪 wondering how men fall in love with me when I’m mean and avoidant half the time, and overly talked always, with emotions that come out full force… 👀

I Apologize for the Mean and Accurate Things I Said

I apologize for the mean and accurate things I said 😇

The leopard bikini accepts my apology.

See what never makes it to Instagram

All Jewelry Made by Me

All jewelry made by me 😘 can I make you some??

Handmade chains, handmade trouble.

Join me inside and let’s get feral

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

Apparently this week I chose pink, chaos, and absolutely zero chill 😹

Between trying to pspsps a dragon, going full team pink for Battle Bros, threatening the general peace, and cooling off by the pool… here’s a little peek at my week through my eyes 💕

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I would “pspsps” the fck out of a dragon 🐉

If a dragon ever shows up, you already know exactly what noise I’m making. I would “pspsps” the fck out of it 🐉

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The red onion lie really bothers me…

The fact that somebody looked straight at a purple onion and called it a red onion really bothers me… So here’s the front AND back of the outfit I wore while processing this betrayal 😹

See My Unfiltered Side 😈

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Of course I’m team pink for Battle Bros!!

Of course I’m team pink for Battle Bros!! The outfit understood the assignment 💕

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Unfortunately, I’m not nonchalant…

Unfortunately, I’m not nonchalant… 🤷🏻‍♀️ I will set you on fire 🔥

Turn Up the Heat Inside 🔥

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Ahhhh what can I say 😻

A milli thoughts, zero apologies, and one very loud meow 😻

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You and me are someone’s exes…

Not all exes are bad… You and me are someone’s exes, and we are f*ckin legends. I even had the ankle bracelets to prove it 😈

See Why I’m a Legend Inside 😈

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Once I’m overstimulated it’s a wrap…

It’s about to be everyone problem 🥺 And yes, I was genuinely asking for a friend.

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Pool time!! Stay wet and hydrated 💦

Pool time!! Stay wet and hydrated 💦

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So that’s what I’ve been up to!! If you’re only seeing me here, you’re missing the REAL show. Everything you see here is just a tiny little preview of what’s waiting for you inside 😈

Join Now and See Everything 💋

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

This week came with one very important mystery acronym.

Between STFUATTDLAGG, foul-mouthed friendships, a Secrets countdown, healing era chaos, and choosing the psychopath road… here’s a little peek at my week through my eyes 💕

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STFUATTDLAGG

Respectfully, you could solve 87% of my problems by showing up and saying exactly that.

And no, I am not spelling it out for you yet. Drop your best guess in the comments because I need to know who really understands me 😹

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just a little 💕

Sometimes the whole caption is just 💕

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if I need a filter, you’re just an acquaintance

I measure my friendships by how sarcastic and foul mouthed we can be together. If I have to filter myself, we are simply not there yet 🤷🏻‍♀️

Come Be Unfiltered With Me 💋

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I adjust my presence accordingly

I do not compete for attention. I step back, let people reveal their priorities, and adjust my presence accordingly 🥰

Because I like to chase too. I like making people feel loved, respected, and valued in my life.

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Secrets countdown 💋

Live today!! Countdown mode was very real. Podcast, chat, Secrets, and me trying to behave just enough to share the link 😻

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healing era, cunt era

Sometimes you are in your healing era. Sometimes the cunt era taps you on the shoulder and says it is her turn now 👅

See the Full Switch-Up Inside 😈

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I come with a warning label for a reason ⚠️

When they are used to you being kind, but you finally split on them… yeah. I come with a warning label for a reason ⚠️

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crazy and self aware is a dangerous combination

Being both crazy and self aware is wild because I know what I am about to do is insane, and I am still going to do it anyways 😈👀

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why take the high road?

Why would I take the high road when I could take the psychopath 😈

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So that’s what I’ve been up to!! If you’re only seeing me here you’re missing the REAL show. Everything you see here is just a tiny little preview of what’s waiting for you inside 😈

Join Now and See Everything 💋

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋

Hey Love,

I was apparently in full menace mode this week.

Between spiraling, cat logic, Pride night, and enough feelings to power a small city… here’s a little peek at my week through my eyes 💕

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ABSOLUTE f*cking menace

You said I was more than just a pretty face, and honestly… YEP. Pretty face, bad ideas, and an ABSOLUTE f*cking menace when left unsupervised 😹

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the weirdest person they’ve ever met

Do you ever wonder if you’re secretly somebody’s wildest story? Because I am very comfortable accepting that role 😹

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Come Be a Menace With Me 😈

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I’m trying though 🫣

Reading old messages after spiraling is humbling. Healing is beautiful, but sometimes it also looks like staring at your phone like… girl, we need supervision 😅

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cat logic is kind of inspiring

Cats really do slap anything they don’t understand, and honestly… I respect the clarity. Confused? Smack it. Problem solved 🐱

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P. Sparkle pride night 😻

Pride night at P. Sparkle was SO good. I love when the night is funny, chaotic, sweet, and exactly the kind of weird I want to be around.

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See the Full Weird Week Inside 💋

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I’ve got questions 😹

Sometimes people show you family pictures and your brain goes somewhere completely different. I can’t help it. I’ve got questions 😹

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unfortunately I’m a freak…

So if you catch me staring, just know I’m probably making up a whole scenario in my head about us. Unfortunately for everyone involved, I have an imagination 💦

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electricity with the intensity of my emotions

I feel like I could generate electricity with the intensity of my emotions. Honestly, if anyone figures out how to plug me into the grid, we’re all getting free power 🔥

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So that’s what I’ve been up to!! If you’re only seeing me here you’re missing the REAL show. Everything you see here is just a tiny little preview of what’s waiting for you inside 😈

Join Now and See Everything 💋

Love you guys and lots more cumming soon as always!!

xoxo,
Lelu 💋