UPDATE Friday, May 21, 2021: Well that escalated quickly!! 
The 3rd time WAS the charm, the surgeon behind door number 3 was my favorite and now my surgery is NEXT week so definitely a little sooner than I was expecting but Iām just SO ready to get this done and behind me and more confident than ever and also more scared and excited and nervous than ever, so many emotions and will of course share more next week on how everything goes!!
Ever since hearing āI think you have cancerā¦ā from the first surgeon, of course itās all Iāve been thinking aboutā¦
There were so many other things with the first surgeon that I just wasnāt comfortable with after really looking back on it thoughā¦
Iām so glad I got a second opinion from a second surgeon who I liked a lot more and mostly agreed with the first one but at least was a little more optimisticā¦
More like āI donāt think this is cancer but thereās a very good chance that it isā¦ā lol
Now to continue my Mr. PotatoHead Tumor Match Game, I have ONE more surgeon appointment this week behind door number 3ā¦
Some people just seem to go with the first option of anything but I get multiple options and opinions and reviews on EVERYthingā¦
Contractors, restaurants, clothes, cosmeticsā¦
I just want to make sure I cover ALL my bases on something THIS major before deciding who is going to be cutting me open!!
Part of me wants to just keep seeing as many surgeons as I can but another part of me knows thatās probably just me stalling and delayingā¦
And I need to get this thing out of me either way, so Iām going with surgeon number 2 unless surgeon number 3 blows me away this week!!
I know you must be getting a little tired of hearing about this and I promise you Iām SO over constantly thinking and worrying about it!!
Thatās why Iāve been trying to stay busy and keep the fun and sexy content cumming along too instead of ONLY the medical updatesā¦
And I do SO appreciate being able to share this experience openly and all the love and support in the meantime, just another adventure and something to add to my realest deepest darkest bio ever
So tell me in the comments, are you the type to just go with the first option or how many different opinions would YOU get if your life was on the line??
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Always love you in lipstick!
For myself Iām not tired of hearing about your medical situation, I am concerned for you, and I am very impressed with how you are handling it and -on here at least- maintaining a positive attitude. Youāre very brave <3
Definitely not tired of hearing about this, itās a major event in your life, and Iām glad youāre taking it very seriously!! It would be exhausting enough just trying to process everything, but the fact that youāre doing that while also going ham trying to get ahead with everything??ā¦.whew, thatās a lot!! But so glad that youāre so open about the whole thing and taking us all along for the ride with you.
This is a perfect example of why you should ALWAYS get a second or third, or fourth or fifth opinion!!
I definitely do the same thing with pretty much everything!!
So many great pics, but I just had to go with the lingerie, SOOO sexy!!
Sending you love and support!!
I am not tired of hearing about your medical issues And wish you all the best and hope that you make a good recovery from what it turns out to be
I have been unable to join your site as yet
Because I have had a really bad 15 months which has resulted in me having to pay for 4 funerals
1 natural causes 1 murder 1 drink related and 1 through cancer
My eldest son died and so has my youngest
Hello!
Iāve been admiring you from Saint-Petersburg, Russia. Unfortunately, here in this country, it seems, there are some technical problems to get full membership on your site, but it doesnāt make you less sexual and artistic.
To the issue. I, personally, donāt like to collect opinions on many decisions (like choise of restaurants or clothes), because I trust my opinion enough. But when it comes to such an important issues, especially as critical as yours, it obviosly just stupid and irresponcible not to consult with an expert or, better, several ones. My younger brother is a hematologist (he treats people with blood cancer), and he told me, that ordinary procedure here in Russia is a consultation with THREE oncologists, when the issue is to go, or not to go on surgery. More is concidered too much and confusing. But doctors should be good specialists enough to trust them.
So, three is usually enough, thatās what my brother said, when doctors suspected I had cancer 4 years ago.
Anyway, I wish you good luck, confidence and calmness with your health adventure. Let it pass soon and happily!
I for one Lelu love the fact that you are so open and vocal about things that far too many people try to hide. Besides, itās therapeutic, as the saying goes āa burden shared is a burden halvedā
As for me, I also never just go with one option, although, I normally ask friends and family for recommendations and referals.
One key thing we all need to do more of is trust our instincts.
Be safe, be true to yourself.
Big hugs!
Yes, Lelu, you should get multiple opinions. I hope the doctors didnāt say about an anus praeter. You should definitely prevent that ā like I did four years ago.
In this case three is good, my father had cancer and if he listened to his first doctor he was to go home and prepare to dieā¦. Instead we went to upstate ny and talked to a specialist there who actually saved his life. Given his chance of survival was less then 30 percent just from the treatment, but whatās the alternativeā¦. wait for the reaper and cash in, or fight for a chance at a better tomorrow! Hang in their sweetheartā¦.. lots of levels be and wishes together forever!
You go ahead and get as many doctors as you want into this process.
I for one, and donāt feel like Iām the only one, am not tired of hearing about whatās going on with your health. I told you you were not alone in this. And I see a lot of concerned fans here.
We all love you and what you do. Keep up the happy and optimistic thoughts and visit as many doctors as you like.
I want to watch you pleasure yourself with a kegel ball
Your doing good at watching your weight and your looking fucking sexy. It makes me want to butter you biscuit.
Will be praying for speedy recovery
Hi Lelu
It is very wise never to decided immediately and to listen first what other doctors deciding to do!
I pray for you to be quickly recovered
I think I usually go with the first just to get it one and done. However after this information you have shared I think when I have a life changing issue such as you do I will get more than 1 opinion on it before I decide what to do. I wish you the best with your surgery and a safe and fast recovery. Prayers are on the way
Be Fast, Search (computer) for a Vetted Physician (Medical or Surgical), and choose a well staffed and reputable hospitalā¦if having treatment or surgery.
I expedited this for my wife several years agoā¦we were diagnosed and surgically cured* at the Cleveland Clinic in Ohio within 30 days (colon CA).
Remember to ask about non-surgical treatmentsā¦not every CA needs surgical intervention.
Luck be with youā¦but remember, you have to fight to get good medical results. Do the search, ask questions, read reviews of both the physicians and the hospitals. The answers are at your keyboard.
*Cured to a physician usually means 5yrs, depending on your age; they figure in 5 years you may get something else.
I hope and pray for a positive out come with your surgery. Having health problems are no fun for anyone.
Thinking of you! Youāre tough and will do fine. Remember, thereās always plenty of love
. To go around. 
Make your life a masterpiece,
Imagine no limitations on what you
Can be
Have
Or do.
(B. Tracy)
Weāll all see you soon L, never soon enough, but soon. My heart.
L.