Author: LeluLove

Up and down in and out!!

That could be a fun phrase but that has been my extra crazy emotions the last week.

Following up after last week I had narrowed it down to 4 therapists and this past week found someone I really liked.

She was super official phd doctor smart, I pour my heart out to her and she was able to diagnose me but NOT be my ongoing therapist 🙁

Like “yep you officially have PTSD, good luck with that!!” lol

I was just mentally drained and excited to at least have some type of validation but also like WTF do I do now??

How could I have PTSD if I haven’t been to war?? How could it be??

I’ve looked more into it and it’s starting to make sense. Most my life I’ve been hypersensitive and she said I’ve suffered from it for most my life starting from an early age.

Lots of trauma and lots of things where I had to act against my nature. One traumatic experience after another just snowballing on top of each other for many years.

So now I’m back to picking and interviewing and down to two left, I’ve already had one great session with one and my first one with the other one next week.

Ugh. It’s been an emotional road already and looks like it’s just getting started.

I’m so glad my dad and mom are coming to visit soon, not like they had ANYthing to do with my early trauma and never any drama when they come… lol

If only Aunt Flo could come at the same time then we could really get this party started!! 🙂

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