219: How And Why This Was My BEST Period Ever!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 219 you will hear:

  • How our RV dropoff and repair went and what happened on the way home!! 🙂
  • Why I’m scarred from running a gas tank too close to E!! 🙂
  • Horror story of one of my old 6 HUNDRED dollar cars!! 🙂
  • What trips we are planning when we venture back out into the wild!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • Where I’ll be spending my birthday AND anniversary this year!! 🙂
  • This is the first time EVER I’ve gone this long without THIS…!! 🙂
  • Which food ingredient sent me to bed crying!! 🙁
  • How my mental fog has lifted and what makes my brain feel superpowered!! 🙂
  • How and why this was my best period EVER!! 🙂
  • My FAVORITE cereal brand that I can’t get enough of!! 🙂
  • What a queef actually is and how “good” I am at them!! 🙂
  • Which vid I was SUPER hopped up on LOADS of sugar and over 4 THOUSAND calories!! 🙂
  • When my next junk food day is and what I have planned for it!! 🙂
  • Where to see my favorite pic of the week that I was feeling SO sexy in white lingerie!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

No show tonight, 2 reasons why…

Just a quick note this week to remind you there’s NO webcam show tonight since I already moved it up and did it this past Saturday for TWO reasons (all FULL webcam show replays right here), neither one very good or fun!! 🙁 lol

First I was pretty sure I was going to start my period this week and I always try to work better shows around that so I hope you enjoyed the Saturday Sybian/Tremor show as much as I did!! 🙂 And then Aunt Flo came to town right on time which is good for timing but never happy to see her, well other than knowing she’s not bringing storks and baskets anytime soon!! lol 🙂

Second reason is we are dropping our RV off tomorrow for repairs which means we have to get up and going super early and I’m SUPER anxious because it’s our first real “errand” other than groceries since all this lockdown and quarantine started so hoping it goes fast and smooth and that they don’t break or infect our precious RV baby while it’s there 🙂

I’ll be OCD cleaning and disinfecting it whenever we get it back which hopefully won’t be too long!! 🙂 And can’t believe we STILL haven’t done a video in it so we’ll have to work that in after too!! 😉

Join me inside for all the fun in the meantime, my VLOGs have been more action-packed and popular than ever not to mention all the other MANY member benefits that you can read about now right here:

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And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is NOT tonight since I already did it this past Saturday so my next live show will be next week, Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

218: Latest Farm Loss And Our Reopening Date And Plans

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 218 you will hear:

  • Who went on to the farm in the sky this week… 🙁
  • Do you know what movie I named “Gracie Lou Freebush” after?? 🙂
  • What I’m already eating out of my garden every day now!! 🙂
  • Which foods are coming next out of my garden!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • Which food grew all on their own and were hiding before I even knew they were there!! 🙂
  • My favorite festival that I missed this year and am SO looking forward to next year!! 🙂
  • Why I will NOT be heading to Shanghai this week… or will I?? 🙂
  • What fun place I will be going first to test out reopening BEFORE Disney even 🙂
  • Which song I forgot about but LOVE and need to listen to and sing out loud!! 🙂
  • What I wish I had done for a Cinco de Mayo video!! 🙂
  • Why I will NOT be putting shaving cream in my hair anymore!! 🙂
  • How I was living the dream but B was NOT living the scream?? 🙁
  • Which job I was fired/quit from after hitting a customer with a bat!! 🙂
  • Where to see the last shot of my forbidden outfit before I got rid of it!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

I ate 4 THOUSAND 4 hundred 36 calories today, here’s what that looks like…

If you didn’t already listen to my recent free podcast about the “217: Full True Story Of My Recent Addiction Binge” one of the MANY reasons for that was being locked away from Disney for so long, I haven’t had my Disney junk food release in a LONG time!! 🙁

So until things start getting back to “normal” and we are able to get out and about and do fun trips like that again and have all the fun junk food that comes with it, I’m going to do planned junk food days at home instead to try to keep the comfort food monster away in between!! 🙂

Today was the first day and it went great other than my food coma right now 🙂 These are the types of days like after Disney that make me crave the opposite of junk food, good clean healthy meals but they are oh so good at the time!! 🙂

At least with Disney though I’m walking MILES and MILES to get some of it off, definitely need to work on that with the home ones 🙂

Here’s the breakdown of what I had today, couldn’t even FAT it all on one screen or fit in all on one screen?? 🙂

So if I’m snoring on the live webcam show tonight you know why either that or bouncing off the walls like a sugar crazed maniac!! 🙂

And speaking of the live show tonight, I’m also doing TWO live members only webcam shows this week!! 🙂 One tonight and then ANOTHER one this Saturday May 9th at 4pm Eastern US time!! 🙂

I haven’t done an early weekend show in a while since all the lockdown and quarantine but I know they help some people that can’t make my usual Wednesday night shows so hope to see you there tonight or Saturday or both!! 🙂

Cum join me inside right now for all the fun and bonuses and behind the scenes XXXtras!! 😉

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

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Don’t forget…

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217: Full True Story Of My Recent Addiction Binge

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 217 you will hear:

  • What rhymes great with “Porn Scene” and starts with a Q…?? 🙂
  • Why I was worried about balls flap getting stuck!! 🙂
  • What I ate an entire JAR of and then some!! 🙁
  • Whether or not the porn studio is STILL clean after 1 week?? 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What I finally got rid of after YEARS of having!! 🙂
  • How I can go from very happy to the opposite very fast!! 🙁
  • What does an alcoholic “look like” and can you be an overeater without being “fat”…
  • Why YOUR feelings are real and yours and you shouldn’t let people discount that!!
  • What I do as my outlet and form of meditation to release my inner demons!!
  • Details about some of my past abusive relationships, giving AND receiving!! 🙁
  • Who I hit in the face with a frying pan and knocked their tooth out and why!!
  • Why you HAVE to get those negative thoughts out of your head and how!!
  • How and why I hit my recent rock bottom of a self loathing spiral!! 🙁
  • Where to see a preview of this week’s #MayTheFourthBeWithYou hardcore video!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

Have YOU ever felt this and needed a mental health day??

The chaos continues!! lol Have to laugh at it to keep from crying right?? 🙂

I continue to have the same ups and downs that I hear from you too, and I had a rough couple days then I feel bad for having a rough couple days when I know SO many people have it worse so then I feel guilt and shame and blame myself all over again into a downward spiral…

BUT I finally took a mental health day or at least a mental health half-day and just shut everything off and crocheted my heart out!! 🙂

I already feel so much better and I’m trying to get better at accepting that it’s ok to have those ups and downs when all our lives are turned upside down right now!! 🙂

So if you find yourself stuck in the same negative loop I get caught up in sometimes just try to dive deep into a good and positive hobby even if it’s for just a couple hours and see if that doesn’t help turn things around a little bit for you too!! 🙂

I’m much more refreshed and recharged and ready for my show tonight so I hope to see you there too!! 🙂

My amazing members are what help keep me going so the least I can do is try to return the love!! 🙂

Cum join me here and let’s keep getting through these wild and crazy times together!! 🙂

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

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216: My Recent Withdrawals & A Major Event Cancelation

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 216 you will hear:

  • Which room I completely cleaned and show off!! 🙂
  • Why custom videos are SO much easier to get ready for now!! 🙂
  • Which purses I sold and which types of purses I kept!! 🙂
  • One of my favorite stores even more favorite now for how they are handling COVID!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What “drug” made me feel like I was coming down with coronavirus after being SO careful!!
  • How I stopped THIS cold turkey and had MAJOR withdrawals for days like hard drugs!!
  • Which of my favorite events got canceled this year BUT it could be for the best!!
  • Why I don’t believe THAT one Disney article and REALLY hoping it’s not true!! 🙂
  • How my garden is doing so far and what’s growing best and biggest!! 🙂
  • Which sex position is great during pregnancy because many are NOT!! 🙂
  • Why there were two fun VLOGs this past week!! 🙂
  • Which pretty popular fetish is REALLY uncommonly common right now!! 🙂
  • The real reason why I used to keep paper towels in my purse and need to start again!! 🙂
  • Where to see me in my medical mask and hunkering down for another grocery trip!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

And the winner is… Here’s the free full length video!!

First off, don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, April 22, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

And the winner is… Here’s the free full length video!!

WOW last week’s poll was VERY popular with over a THOUSAND votes and the top two vote getters were within ONE percent of each other!! 🙂

It was a back and forth battle all the way to the end but the final winner is right here on this page that will have the full length version of this winning video for the next 7 days, so go “enjoy” it now while you can!! 😉

https://lelu.xxx/video-poll-winner/

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

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215: Period Updates, Shrooms, Exorcism Orgasm & More

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 215 you will hear:

  • Why I’m “CUNT DRACULA” for this episode!! 🙂
  • What small thing I can actually look forward to for each period… 🙂
  • Who on the farm had a major bloody incident last week other than me!! 🙂
  • Why “axe wound” slang for vagina actually makes sense sometimes!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • How many cycles I’ve had in my life and why it’s 2 years less!! 🙂
  • Why voicing my feelings and emotions has helped me be more resilient and forgiving!! 🙂
  • Which movie makes me bawl my eyes out every single time!! 🙂
  • Why you should NOT follow the news too much right now!!
  • What kind of shrooms supplement has made me think MUCH more clearly!! 🙂
  • Which color of bra and panties I always like to have one really good set of!! 🙂
  • How I feel about creampies!! 🙂
  • Why I don’t usually do custom nail colors for vids and pics!! 🙂
  • How Calypso has been fitting in perfectly around the farm!! 🙂
  • Where to see one of the craziest and funniest pics of the week, Exorcism Orgasm!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

Which of these videos do you want for FREE?? :)

First off, don’t forget my live weekly members only show is tonight, Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

Which of these videos do you want for FREE?? 🙂

Since most of us are still locked down and isolating I want to do something special this week and do a full FREE video to post publicly!! 🙂

Of course my members always get full access to any and ALL of my high quality videos that I post a brand new one of EVERY SINGLE DAY!! 🙂

So the 7 videos from this past week are in the poll below and you can vote for your favorite based on the descriptions here and/or the screencaps right under the poll 🙂

Whichever one wins the poll at the end of the week I’ll post the link to the full length version next week 🙂

Ready… GO!! 🙂

1. WEBCAM: Video Broken But Still Fun Audio Show
In this live webcam show, unfortunately there were video problems BUT this is still SO worth “watching” even just for the audio, trust me, just try it and you’ll see or hear why!! 😉

2. Your Roommates Cheating Girlfriend Sucks Fucks YOU
In this custom video, your roommate cockblocked you AND his girlfriend so now she wants YOU, sucking your cock and riding from front to reverse cowgirl until you are both cumming hard to teach him a lesson!! 🙂

3. POV Boxing Gloves Crotchless Bodystocking And Heels
In this custom video, I’m helping your girlfriend pick out lingerie but also flirting with you and she doesn’t like it so we have a boxing match for you and of course I win easily in my fishnet crotchless bodystocking and high heels and pink boxing gloves so now you are all mine!! 🙂

4. VLOG: Stretching Thong Pussy Closeups Stockings Heels And More
In this weekly vlog of my real life, LOTS more fun and action including painting, stockings and heels, thong panties, lots of stretching in tiny panties and completely naked, vibrator masturbation, new leopard pants, pussy closeups, big sun hat, hanging tits, “my precious” imitation, POV JOI and more!! 🙂

5. PODCAST: 213 My 2 Almost Tragic Accidents In 1 Week And Pussy Pic
In this video podcast, I talk about 2 almost major tragic accidents last week, not for the queasy 🙂 Also what destroyed my new pride and joy garden 🙁 Recap of all my recent daily XXX videos, how I felt guilty and down during these crazy times and why, how we’ve been getting better as a couple as me as a person during all this, my biggest pet peeve LIE about pregnancy eating 🙂 Why you probably couldn’t handle me full time, the reason my webcam shows have been even more fun recently and so much more!! 🙂

6. POV Creampie In Garter Stockings Gown Striptease
In this custom video, I start out in my blue mermaid gown style dress then slowly strip out of it to reveal my lingerie underneath, black bra and panties, garter belt and stockings, I strip down to just the garter and stockings then put your hard cock in my mouth to get it wet to slide into my wet pussy, riding you front to back, some squatting asian cowgirl mixed in then reverse cowgirl then finishing with you pounding me doggystyle until you pump a nice big creampie into me and watch it drip back out!! 🙂

7. Hairwashing JOI Wanting Your Cum In My Hair
In this custom video, I bring you into my shower to watch me wash my long beautiful hair while I talk dirty to you and tell you how bad I want you to stroke for my luscious locks and how I would love for you to shoot that big cum load all in my clean wet hair and let it soak in!! 🙂

Weekly Poll

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

And don’t forget my live weekly members only show is tonight, Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)