The infamous FoodComa pics came out this week and was a good reminder of how close I was to NOT being ok right before my next trip there!!
I’ll remember that rock bottom for a long time though just like my other drug and alcohol rock bottoms…
See the before/after pic that still blows my mind that I got down THAT low and in some of my best shape in SO long then by the end of the day if I had a schlong I wouldn’t even have been able to look down and see it over my big belly!!
See that pic and 4 of my favorite pics from this past week for you to vote for YOUR favorite in the poll below:
Here’s where I post my favorite pics of the week and you vote on YOUR favorite!! 🙂
Sound fun?? Here’s this week’s pics then the quick poll below:
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This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 227 you will hear:
When I was what B calls a monster a super villain and a fire breathing dragon!! 🙂
Why I was extra emotional and angry and needed a break!! 🙁
How I get excited AND anxious because my wires are crossed!! 🙂
Why being a binge addict like me can be VERY dangerous!! 🙁
What event this year that I’m even MORE excited about than my birthday!! 🙂
Which series I went back to recently and still LOVE the last two movies!! 🙂
What 10 year anniversary is coming soon that I’m SO excited to celebrate!! 🙂
Which video was hilarious and fun and funny to make and has bloopers at the end!! 🙂
When I’ll be getting TWO new farm additions!! 🙂
My VERY strong opinion on masks, to wear or not to wear?? 🙂
What people do that annoys me that looks like walking around with your penis hanging out!!
How I stay as safe and clean as I can in public before during and after COVID!!
Our debate about the true meaning of “with a grain of salt”?? 🙂
What I’m getting ready for and SO excited for and SO nervous for all at once!! 🙂
Why I’m scared but excited but nervous but confident about our next trip!! 🙂
The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.
Did you know I update monthly which of ALL my DAILY videos is the most popular each month?? 🙂
I’ve put out a brand new full video every single day for YEARS and YEARS with THOUSANDS built up in my members’ area now!! 🙂
The Top 5 is always fun to see which ones “win” and what seems to be trending at different times 🙂
Here’s the most recent June 2020’s Top 5…
If you’re already one of my amazing supportive members and you’re logged in, you can click on each one to go right to watch the full version instantly:
In this custom video, I have my hair in a ponytail to start but it cums out so I can get ready to OIL it up with a lot A LOT of oil all over my hair and body until it’s dripping off of me then sucking your cock while putting even MORE oil on my hair and body until you cum all over my face to add to the mess!! 🙂
In this weekly vlog of my real life, trashcan accident fiasco, enjoying my first garden grown cucumber, one of my epic junk food days, surprising B with my wet and ready pussy, BIG creampie leaking out of my cunt and down my legs, more creampie closeups, new sexy bra and panties lingerie set, playing with soft fluffy blankets, BIG cameltoe in my catsuit, naked hair bun play and slow motion hair drops, white lingerie stockings and heels dirty talk, big burp after planting my first fruit tree, slow teasing walk away from you with no pants or panties on just my white stockings and much more!! 🙂
In this custom video, we’ve been coworkers for a while now and I always notice you checking out my legs when I wear stockings so when I catch you in the break room you’re all mine because I’ve had a crush on you too 🙂 I suck your cock then hike my skirt up keeping my stockings on too while you fuck me missionary and doggystyle until you cum all over my face before we get back to work!! 🙂
In this weekly vlog of my real life, lots more fun and adventures including cuckolding JOI, my LEAST favorite part of summer, some of my thoughts on addiction and getting clean, closeup asshole spreading and puckering, anal JOI, why I LOVE this new dress, full glam makeup in a robe in the barn, my Aqua woman “costume” with mermaid leggings, naked mirror selfie fun, SPH fingering fun spreading closeups and more!! 🙂
In this custom video, B’s “twin” is in town 😉 They are both on the couch and B is out so I suck and fuck his twin instead 🙂 Doggystyle pounding then missionary and me riding on top with views of my feet and soles all along the way too 🙂 If you like this one, you’d probably like my “Lelu Twins” video from years ago too, it was fun to recreate it the other way this time!! 🙂
And that’s just from June 2020, there’s a Top 5 like that going back over 8 YEARS to July 2012, as in two thousand and TWELVE before color television and sliced bread lol 🙂
Here’s where I post my favorite pics of the week and you vote on YOUR favorite!! 🙂
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This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 226 you will hear:
How perfect our day went and what it ended with to make it even better!! 🙂
My buns tip that works for any especially gluten free 😉
What we used for smores!! 🙂
Which place was closed AGAIN for the second time in a row!! 🙁
What set me off into a tirade and downward spiral for days!! 🙁
Why I went full binge mode!! 🙁
What all I ate to try to eat my feelings away!! 🙂
Why binge eating is still better than what I used to turn to!! 🙂
What one of my other superpowers is that amazed my orthodontist!! 🙂
One of my favorite videos ever that might NOT be most people’s favorite and why!! 🙂
What I have to get back in shape and ready for!! 🙂
Why I cried so much that my mask was soaked!! 🙁
What food I wanted to dump on someone’s head and why!!
Why we aren’t staying at Disney right now…
How I gained 5 pounds FAST and why every little bit isn’t healthy for my body…
The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.
I hope you are as safe and healthy and optimistic as you can be during all the chaos and I hope even more that we all come out of this stronger and better and together and that the second half of 2020 is one of healing and rebuilding
I feel like I’ve grown more in the last few months than I have in most of my life combined but not without setbacks and stumbles along the way.
Thank you for continuing to follow me on this wild journey and supporting me and my site and I’m glad I can help give you back some fun distractions and pleasures to escape to every once in a while too
We’re all in this together!!
Weekly Pics Poll
Here’s where I post my favorite pics of the week and you vote on YOUR favorite!! 🙂
Sound fun?? Here’s this week’s pics then the quick poll below:
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This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 225 you will hear:
How my 1st visit back to the place I almost didn’t make it back from went!!
What all I ate THIS time that did NOT almost end me!! 🙂
How much I weigh now and how many years it’s been since I last weighed this much!! 🙂
The crazy reason my favorite bakery was CLOSED on my last visit!! 🙁
How hot it got on our last Disney Springs trip and who could definitely NOT handle it!!
What food I had heard of but never tried and now it’s one of my faves!! 🙂
How I ate almost 3,000 calories in ONE meal and LOST weight!! 🙂
Which FarmAnimal we lost last week… 🙁
How Shadowman passed away… 🙁
Why the waitress had to cut me off from ordering more… 🙂
Behind the scenes of the making of the recent Btwins video!! 🙂
Which video was one of my FAVES in a while from last week!! 🙂
What superpower my ass has!! 🙂
Which classic dessert/snack I’m most excited for this week!! 🙂
Where we will be adventuring to this week!! 🙂
The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.
First off, don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is NOT tonight, but this Saturday June 27, 2020 at 4pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
I’m Going Back to the Scene of the Crime for the 1st Time!!
Of course the crime I’m talking about was the one against myself and my body and ended with me laying on concrete but VERY lucky that they didn’t have to trace around me in chalk that night!! 🙂
I survived to learn my lesson and today is my do over day where I’m going to be doing it right and never going THAT overboard again!! 🙂
Wish me luck that I’m sleeping INSIDE the RV tonight for a change and not on the wet cold ground outside 🙂
And as always there will be a BRAND NEW full video cumming out every single day even while I’m here battling my inner demons, so if you haven’t joined yet for that and ALL the other benefits, cum join me inside right here now!! 🙂
Weekly Pics Poll
Trying out a new part of the blog posts, where I post my 3 favorite pics of the week and you vote on YOUR favorite!! 🙂
Sound fun?? Here’s this week’s 3 pics then the quick poll below:
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This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is NOT tonight, but this Saturday June 27, 2020 at 4pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 224 you will hear:
What a NORMAL human sized cheat meal looks like for me!! 🙂
Why I will NEVER go that overboard again like last week’s podcast binge story!!
What other times I’ve come close to not making it but never because of sugar like that!!
How I ended up states away with no idea how I got there!!
Why drugs are bad and why I’ve been sober for so many years now!! 🙂
How I had a meltdown after almost dying AND cried in the middle of my grocery store!!
Why I can never go back to drinking!!
How I needed a Disney Do-Over after the CRAZY last one!!
One of my favorite new sex positions!! 🙂
What happened after the SUPER oily hair and body video from last week!!
Something I’ve wanted to do for $125 but finally got to do for $100!! 🙂
Where I redeemed myself after the WILD fiasco from the last podcast episode!! 🙂
The full breakdown of what I ate the cheat meal AFTER the one that almost ended me!!
What I’m doing for B for his DaddyDay celebration!! 🙂
Where I am right now and NOT in an actual food coma this time!! 🙂
The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.
This is probably the most pics ever in one blog post!! 🙂
It’s easy to laugh about now but this was REALLY scary and I’m just so glad that I survived!!
It could have been really bad and I was SO close to going to the hospital…
I probably would have if I wasn’t so scared of going anywhere near there with all the coronavirus craziness!!
LONG story short was I always joke about food comas and eating too much…
I saved up SO much to earn an epic cheat junk food day at Disney Springs but…
I went WAY overboard and actually almost put myself into a REAL food coma!! 🙁
To hear the FULL story and parts that I don’t even remember because I was in and out of consciousness you can hear it all in the free podcast episode here:
The first one shows how I got in great shape saving up for it right before and the after pic only about 12 hours later after ALL 455 grams aka one POUND of sugar and over 5 THOUSAND calories!!…
It’s crazy to even think about now but I learned my lesson and know I can never go THAT crazy again!!
And as always there will be a BRAND NEW full video cumming out every single day even while I’m recovering from eating myself into oblivion, so if you haven’t joined yet for that and ALL the other benefits, cum join me inside right here now!! 🙂
Weekly Pics Poll
Trying out a new part of the blog posts, where I post my 3 favorite pics of the week and you vote on YOUR favorite!! 🙂
Sound fun?? Here’s this week’s 3 pics then the quick poll below:
Did you know I post a FULL set of pics like this AND a brand new video EVERY SINGLE DAY on my site in my members’ only section?? 🙂 Cum join me inside to see what else you’re missing out on… 😉
This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
*UPDATE June 17, 2020* – There’s now a full blog post about this craziness too showing ALL the things I ate that day that added up to over 455 grams aka one POUND of sugar and over 5 THOUSAND calories right here:
In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 223 you will hear:
How close I came to going to the hospital and why!! 🙁
Why I was laying on wet concrete with bugs at 2am!! 🙁
What eating over 1 POUND of sugar in 12 hours did to me!! 🙁
How eating 5,300 calories this time was WAY worse than any cheat day before!! 🙁
Why I hit B in the face in the RV!!
How I was barely staying conscious on and off after an almost perfect day!! 🙁
Why I’m scheduling a DO-OVER for the last Disney Springs trip!! 🙂
How I ended up naked and on the wet pavement in the middle of an RV park!! 🙁
Which video B pulled a sex muscle in!! 🙂
How I accidentally dressed up as AquaMan!! 🙂
What my almost REAL food coma taught me!!
How I will be doing junk food days very differently from now on!!
The full breakdown of what I ate that was 5,300 calories and 455 grams of sugar!!
What my favorite snacks of the Disney trip were until they almost sent me to the hospital!! 🙁
Which fast food place we ate at THREE times on the Disney Springs trip!!
The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.