It’s almost surgery time, wish me luck!!

UPDATE Sunday April 25, 2021: Here’s the podcast episode that goes into even more detail about it all and even MORE details and pics coming in this week’s blog post too: “268: Found THIS During My Colonoscopy & What It Means“

UPDATE Friday April 23, 2021: Thank you all so much for all the love and support and I’m still processing everything so will have lots more details later but wanted to at least do a quick follow up because I promised I would at least let you know how it went but they did find a large mass in my colon that they sent a sample of to get biopsies so I still won’t know anything for sure for another week or so… My doctor seemed confident that we could get it taken care of no matter what it is but of course he brought up possible cancer aka ass lightning so I’m still freaking out but at least I can finally eat some real food and digest that along with all this and I’m just glad this is happening at this point in my life when I feel strong and confident that I can deal with whatever happens and hope you don’t mind coming along on this next journey with me too whatever it is, love you and thank you so much again and don’t worry the show WILL go on, I’m still doing my webcam show tomorrow just like I did the day after I got home from the hospital after being in labor for what felt like a week lol so this isn’t going to stop me either and hopefully lots more details and B’s perspective of it all too on the podcast this weekend!!

This has been a LONG tough week preparing for My Medical Issue That I Couldn’t Keep Quiet About Any Longer… but it’s almost over and I have never been SO ready to eat good healthy FILLING food and start feeling like myself again!! 🙂

I’ve felt like a zombie and the worst mix of starving and hangry almost all the time even right after eating because of the complete change in my diet and so little fiber during my colonoscopy prep!! 🙁

At this point I’m not anywhere near as worried about the actual double procedure up the ass and down my throat as I am to just get the prep done and eat some real food!! 🙂

The real “fun” and action begins right before it so I’m sure I will have way TMI to talk about as always on the webcam show and podcast this weekend so only watch or listen to those if you can stomach it lol 🙂

Still super nervous and anxious about what all they are going to find out going all through my insides like that but at least while I lose my mind waiting for the results I can get back to my normal delicious and healthy and FILLING foods!! 🙂

I’m pretty sure I would just eat a whole brick of fiber right now if I could just to feel full 🙂

I promise I am FINALLY going to get caught up and start chipping away at my big backlog and back to my normal happy energetic and interactive self!! 🙂

I can’t thank you enough for being so patient and supportive through all this and of course I will share any updates or results I get along the way but my full follow-up appointment won’t be for over another 2 LOOOOOOOONG weeks…

Here’s the podcast we recorded about just the very beginning of prep week and you can hear I was already breaking down (267: EPIC Rant Hoping This Will NOT Be My LAST Podcast) so just imagine how much crazier I’ve been getting over the week since then!! 🙂

Anyone who knows me knows I’m not good at being hungry or patient and both at the same for this long WATCH OUT for more tears, more rants and enough Love and crazy to go around!! 🙂

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