First off, don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, January 1, 2020 at 9pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)
How can a pic like this show only my face and still be very NSFW?? π
2009, yep ALL the way back in those ancient times… π
I was an alcoholic addicted to drugs in between smoking cigarettes, 50 pounds heavier, surrounded by negativity and bad relationships and not thinking I would even survive another decade.
Zero hope, zero light at the end of the tunnel, just barely hanging on day to day numbing myself to try to make the pain go away.
Now a decade later I’m happier and healthier than I’ve ever been, living my dream of having an amazing family on our very own little farm!! π
I hope you had an amazing year too but I want you to know no matter how bad it seemed even if you can’t imagine it ever changing or getting better it can!!
I would have NEVER imagined not only would I have survived this long but thrived and loving life more than ever so please don’t give up!! π
Can you imagine over 10 years ago a genie appears and says, don’t worry, everything’s going to be fine, you’re going to get sober and get into porn and all your dreams will come true in the next decade…
WHAT??!! π
I’ve said this the past few years because it’s completely true each time but this past year was the best year of my life!! π
Definitely the busiest and most action packed too but things just keep getting better and better so no way I can complain!! π
I hope you are ready for the best year ever in 2020 too!! π
So if no one has told you recently YOU are amazing and you can do anything one step at a time and one day at a time π
Now about that picture that I teased before, want to know how a picture with no nekkedness and only from my neck up can be completely NotSafeForWork?? π
THIS is how!! π Love you and Happy 2020!! π
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Weekly Videos Screencap Recap
This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:
Don’t forget…
And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, January 1, 2020 at 9pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)















































































