234: How We Caught The Thief Stealing From Our Farm

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 234 you will hear:

  • Why even my period was VERY welcome compared to the last couple weeks!! 🙂
  • Who was stealing from our farm and how I caught them!! 🙂
  • Just some of what I had for cheat day!! 🙂
  • Whose Birthday is today!! 🙂
  • Who I’m unleashing to take care of the farm thief!! 🙂
  • Why we can finally do live sex webcam shows again!! 🙂
  • What I cried about in the recent VLOG that B got me for my bday!! 🙂
  • How to get details about my new shorter mini-customs 🙂
  • Why I’ll be celebrating my birthday all the way into November!! 🙂
  • How to have YOUR fantasy brought to life in a shorter mini-custom video 🙂
  • Why B is my perfect match!! 🙂
  • Where I’ll be eating first on my next Disney trip!! 🙂
  • How many gifts B has gotten over the years compared to me?? 🙂
  • Why I was HAPPY to be wearing my Cunt Dracula panties this month!! 🙂
  • How I’ve never been sicker or more stomach pain than I had a couple weeks ago!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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233: How I Barely Survived Not COVID & What’s Changing

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 233 you will hear:

  • What my temperature finally topped out at during my worst fever!! 🙁
  • Why I had to cancel my birthday trip even before my COVID results!! 🙁
  • What the COVID test “q tip” is REALLY like!! 🙁
  • When August 234th is to keep my birthMONTH going?? 🙂
  • Why I was close to never leaving the house again!! 🙂
  • How long it took me to recover after FIRST sex after way too long of being down and out!! 🙂
  • Why it was totally worth the D to be exhausted for the rest of the day!! 🙂
  • What I usually do at night!! 🙂
  • How my vagina changed after pregnancy and delivery!! 🙂
  • Why we’ll be able to do more hardcore live webcam shows now!! 🙂
  • How far out I’m pushing my “birthday” trip!! 🙁
  • Why I will have much more energy on the new live webcam shows!! 🙂
  • How long my temperature stayed over 103 degrees!! 🙁
  • What group of illnesses I had one of after the COVID test came back negative!! 🙁
  • Why I think the Coronavirus Q Tip was more painful for me than others!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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232: Why I Had To Cancel My Bday Waiting 4 Test Results :(

*UPDATE* August 18th 9am Eastern: And the results are in, I am NOT the father!! lol My COVID test came back negative which means at least all my hard work and staying safe and careful paid off because I would have been SO disappointed after everything I’ve done to avoid it if I STILL got it but SO glad I didn’t, still doesn’t make the last few days any easier that I’ve been SO sick AND still had to cancel my whole birthday week 🙁 BUT finally no more fever and just so happy to be COVID free and hopefully no more setbacks so I can continue feeling better and start getting back on track and then start planning to reschedule all my postponed birthday plans too!! 🙂 Thank you all so much for all your support and patience and I promise I’ll be back to showing you all the love back soon too!! 🙂

*UPDATE* August 18th 8am Eastern: Still no official results but temperature is FINALLY down so that’s at least taken a lot of stress and anxiety off of a very tough week, still going to take it very slow and try to be careful not to do anything to bring it back on and hopefully the next update will have my official COVID results so I’ll know what my next steps are…

*UPDATE* August 17th 6pm Eastern: Still NO results all day and now they say will be tomorrow 🙁 But I’ve already officially canceled the rest of my birthday plans for now anyway, no way I could do or eat any of it right now anyway 🙁 I’ve been resting all day but my temp has still been close to 103 all day so if this isn’t COVID then I think I wish I did have that instead!! Will update again tomorrow…

*UPDATE* August 17th 7am Eastern: So far NOT so good, haven’t heard about results yet but my fever spiked again overnight to over 103 🙁 So looks like even if this isn’t COVID I don’t think there’s any way I can go anywhere or do anything anytime soon… 🙁 Will still update here when I get official coronavirus results though…

*UPDATE* August 16th 12pm Eastern: We should find out my test results positive or negative sometime tomorrow, Monday August 17th and will update this message with the news as soon as I know!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 232 you will hear:

  • Why I’m at home INSTEAD of on my Birthday Disney trip right now!! 🙁
  • Which test results I had to wait for to see if my big birthday trip was ALL canceled or not!! 🙁
  • Why I already had to cancel the first half of my birthday trip!! 🙁
  • What one of my strengths is definitely NOT!! 🙂
  • How much I weighed at my slimmest and trimmest when I swam ALL the time!! 🙂
  • What weight range I’m going for and why!! 🙂
  • Why it’s better safe than sorry with COVID testing!! 🙁
  • Which video my abs were popping the most!! 🙂
  • Why B thought I had coronavirus even before my test results came back!! 🙁
  • The only way to order a custom video with a cumshot on my shoes!! 🙂
  • Which video had B’s biggest cumshot in a LONG time and why!! 🙂
  • What makes B pass out almost every time!! 🙂
  • How I wanted to literally have my cake and eat it too COVID or not!! 🙂
  • Why I had to keep my panties on in the last live webcam show replay!! 🙁
  • B’s excuse for passing out and freaking out a nurse and not being able to see straight!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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231: Dinosaurs Chicks And Disney Oh My!! :) Going HAM!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 231 you will hear:

  • One of my favorite dumb jokes “What is a dentist’s favorite time of day??” 🙂
  • How we ended up with 20 fertile eggs that I was NOT ready for yet!! 🙁
  • Why I name all my chicks after Game of Thrones!! 🙂
  • How many new chicks we have out of 20!! 🙂
  • Where me and B were both surprised by big dinosaurs!! 🙂
  • What B is scared of but I was having too much fun feeding!! 🙂
  • Why and when I want a boob job!! 🙂
  • The FOUR places I have season passes to now!! 🙂
  • Where you can see more of my crazy every day life and why I love doing them!! 🙂
  • How I feel about identifying as an addict and sobriety vs relapses…
  • Why it’s ok to NOT be ok sometimes!! 🙂
  • What size boobs I want when I get my boobs done!! 🙂
  • Why we have been blocked out of Disney!! 🙁
  • About my thyroid and cholesterol issues and why I have to be careful about trans fat and diet
  • What ingredient besides gluten I can’t have REALLY hoping it’s not ALL the fudge flavors!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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230: What B Surprised Me With For My Birthday This Year!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 230 you will hear:

  • What I used to do that made me know I would NOT still be here if I didn’t get sober!!
  • Why the day after my birthday is SO special and even more this year!! 🙂
  • What Bday gift B got me this year and how he surprised me with it!! 🙂
  • Which place I love to stop and eat at on trips but RV couldn’t fit so how we did it!! 🙂
  • What we did FIRST after getting to Magic Kingdom for the first time this year!! 🙂
  • All the snacks and treats I had at Magic Kingdom throughout the day!! 🙂
  • Which sweet treat was my favorite and it wasn’t even from Disney!! 🙂
  • Where I had the best salmon EVER and my first Impossible Burger!! 🙂
  • How and where I got to ride my first thrill ride in a long time and which one it was!! 🙂
  • Which ride is super rough but I still love it!! 🙂
  • How many eggs could hatch this coming week!! 🙂
  • Which video shows off my best shape and 1st abs in a LONG time!! 🙂
  • How & where you can spoil me for my birthday!! 🙂 Wishlist HERE
  • Where I will be seeing dinosaurs this week!! 🙂
  • How I’ll be preparing for my longest biggest Disney birthday trip ever this month!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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229: My 33rd Bday But My 10th Year Of THIS Even Better!!

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 229 you will hear:

  • How much I missed my weight goal by but what I am now!! 🙂
  • Why I lose weight slow and steady over 80 pounds and counting over the years!! 🙂
  • What day this year is even more special than my 33rd birthday and why!! 🙂
  • When I got sober and where we were on the way to at the same time!! 🙂
  • What all happened on my LAST night of drinking and doing drugs!!
  • Who slapped me the last night before I got sober for good!! 🙂
  • Why Disney is extra special to me for my birthday AND my sobriety date!! 🙂
  • How and why I don’t mind sharing my age and am proud of ANYthing past 30!! 🙂
  • What fetish I REALLY enjoy and have lots of tools for!! 🙂
  • Why I always take extra good care of my hair before heading out of town 🙂
  • Something I love about the low light romantic sex video from last week!! 🙂
  • What I’ll be trying at my next visit to my new favorite restaurant!! 🙂
  • How and where you can spoil me for my birthday!! 🙂 Wishlist here: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1S5HYMFKT0KK2/
  • What specific snack I am most excited about from Magic Kingdom that Epcot didn’t have!! 🙁
  • How my birthday cake will be decorated this year!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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228: How And Why This Was Our BEST Disney Trip Ever

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 228 you will hear:

  • Exact OPPOSITE of the FoodComa trip, SO much fun and goodness!! 🙂
  • Why B and I have been together for 22 years instead of 11 years!! 🙂
  • How I got Erin McKenna’s delivered to me instead of the other way around!! 🙂
  • 1 of my favorite Disney restaurants where all can be as loud and obnoxious as they want!! 🙂
  • What kind of weiner I discovered I liked best!! 🙂
  • What design my birthday cake will be and what flavors and icings I chose!! 🙂
  • How many pounds I gained on our latest Disney trip!! 🙂
  • Which video has actual footage of my infamous FoodComa day!! 🙁
  • How I can never remember or pronounce intercrural!! 🙂
  • Which types of videos I love but get me the most winded!! 🙂
  • Why I try to limit dairy but don’t do gluten or public meat AT ALL!! 🙂
  • How I’ll be celebrating my birthday and for how long!! 🙂
  • What you can do to spoil me for my birthday!! 🙂 My Wishlist HERE 🙂
  • How I have a birthMONTH instead of a birthDAY!! 🙂
  • Why I’m already saving up for my Disney birthday trip food budget!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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227: What Some Do Not Want Me To Do That I’m Still Doing

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 227 you will hear:

  • When I was what B calls a monster a super villain and a fire breathing dragon!! 🙂
  • Why I was extra emotional and angry and needed a break!! 🙁
  • How I get excited AND anxious because my wires are crossed!! 🙂
  • Why being a binge addict like me can be VERY dangerous!! 🙁
  • What event this year that I’m even MORE excited about than my birthday!! 🙂
  • Which series I went back to recently and still LOVE the last two movies!! 🙂
  • What 10 year anniversary is coming soon that I’m SO excited to celebrate!! 🙂
  • Which video was hilarious and fun and funny to make and has bloopers at the end!! 🙂
  • When I’ll be getting TWO new farm additions!! 🙂
  • My VERY strong opinion on masks, to wear or not to wear?? 🙂
  • What people do that annoys me that looks like walking around with your penis hanging out!!
  • How I stay as safe and clean as I can in public before during and after COVID!!
  • Our debate about the true meaning of “with a grain of salt”?? 🙂
  • What I’m getting ready for and SO excited for and SO nervous for all at once!! 🙂
  • Why I’m scared but excited but nervous but confident about our next trip!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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226: Why I’ve Been So Quiet And Down This Weekend

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 226 you will hear:

  • How perfect our day went and what it ended with to make it even better!! 🙂
  • My buns tip that works for any especially gluten free 😉
  • What we used for smores!! 🙂
  • Which place was closed AGAIN for the second time in a row!! 🙁
  • What set me off into a tirade and downward spiral for days!! 🙁
  • Why I went full binge mode!! 🙁
  • What all I ate to try to eat my feelings away!! 🙂
  • Why binge eating is still better than what I used to turn to!! 🙂
  • What one of my other superpowers is that amazed my orthodontist!! 🙂
  • One of my favorite videos ever that might NOT be most people’s favorite and why!! 🙂
  • What I have to get back in shape and ready for!! 🙂
  • Why I cried so much that my mask was soaked!! 🙁
  • What food I wanted to dump on someone’s head and why!!
  • Why we aren’t staying at Disney right now…
  • How I gained 5 pounds FAST and why every little bit isn’t healthy for my body…

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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225: Disney Do Over Recap & Shadowman Passing Away :(

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 225 you will hear:

  • How my 1st visit back to the place I almost didn’t make it back from went!!
  • What all I ate THIS time that did NOT almost end me!! 🙂
  • How much I weigh now and how many years it’s been since I last weighed this much!! 🙂
  • The crazy reason my favorite bakery was CLOSED on my last visit!! 🙁
  • How hot it got on our last Disney Springs trip and who could definitely NOT handle it!!
  • What food I had heard of but never tried and now it’s one of my faves!! 🙂
  • How I ate almost 3,000 calories in ONE meal and LOST weight!! 🙂
  • Which FarmAnimal we lost last week… 🙁
  • How Shadowman passed away… 🙁
  • Why the waitress had to cut me off from ordering more… 🙂
  • Behind the scenes of the making of the recent Btwins video!! 🙂
  • Which video was one of my FAVES in a while from last week!! 🙂
  • What superpower my ass has!! 🙂
  • Which classic dessert/snack I’m most excited for this week!! 🙂
  • Where we will be adventuring to this week!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

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