Category: Podcast

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 274 you will hear:

• Why it didn’t matter if I had COVID or not before my surgery!! 🙂
• My recap of my surgery from my POV now that I actually have my brain back!! 🙂
• How I managed to actually GAIN weight after colon resection surgery!! 🙂
• Why my surgery mask was full of tears!! 🙁
• How surprised and proud I am of myself managing my pain meds through all this!! 🙂
• What my doctor said about how SO close I was to cancer but not quite there!! 🙂
• How I got withdrawals from pain meds after only a few days!! 🙁
• What delicious but NOT nutritious food I’ve had to eat through my 1st week of recovery!! 🙂
• How my nurse convinced me that I did need and deserve to take my pain meds!! 🙂
• Why I freaked out about what my wounds were doing!! 🙁
• What part of my body is finally turning back to pink NOT so purple!! 🙂
• How many pounds B gained in a week from the stress of all of this!! 🙁
• Which video looks like I fell from the sky & which one I have invisible boobs and pussy!! 🙂
• How long before I’m comfortable riding roller coasters again!! 🙂
• What MAJOR injury almost happened that would have postponed my surgery!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 273 you will hear:

• What I brought for the nurses and kept coming during my hospital stay!! 🙂
• Why I’ve been SO proud of myself & handling my pain meds after surgery!! 🙂
• Where I got a BIG hematoma after my surgery!! 🙁
• What results I got back already on the tumor biopsy!! 🙂
• Why I was scared when my BP dropped and temperature spiked!! 🙁
• When I will consider my one week after surgery!! 🙂
• How B has been even more scared than me through all this!! 🙁
• If my surgery went better or worse than planned?? 🙂
• How long it took me to start eating and drinking after surgery!! 🙂
• Which video was all the way back from January and why it was VERY unique!! 🙁
• How much of my colon I had removed vs what was planned!! 🙂
• Why I can’t imagine having to go through C section multiple times!! 🙁
• How many scars I have right now and how they will heal!! 🙂
• Why B says it looks like I had gender reassignment surgery!! 🙁
• How this surgery and recovery has compared to pregnancy and delivery so far!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 272 you will hear:

• How you can hear exactly how upside down our lives are right now!! 🙂
• Why surgeon number 3 went from the bottom to the top FAST!! 🙂
• How I got an appointment with a booked up surgeon WAY sooner than expected!! 🙂
• Why a semi-colon tattoo would be fitting for me for multiple reasons!! 🙂
• How soon my surgery is that makes me excited AND terrified!! 🙁
• What I’m SO excited to drink before surgery and why!! 🙂
• Why I’m hoping this was NOT my last podcast!! 🙂
• When my surgery IS/WAS depending on when you listened?? 🙂
• How my Pre-Op and COVID test appointment went!! 🙂
• Why my bowelPrep goes MUCH “smoother” than most!! 🙂
• How many & where my scars will be if no complications!! 🙂
• Why my podcast dress had cum stains all over it!! 🙂
• How much of my colon is removed and where!! 🙂
• Why I’m SO thankful for you through all this medical craziness!! 🙂
• How I miss painting my nails already!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 271 you will hear:

• Who our THIRD host for this podcast episode is!! 🙂
• Why I’m trying to change my outlook and getting over my natural first reactions!! 🙂
• Who I get the most angry at and unleash on!! 🙁
• Why one of my nicknames is Princess and the Pea!! 🙂
• How Disney is one of the few things still keeping me sane through all this!! 🙂
• Why I don’t tell the exact times of all of my medical appointments!! 🙁
• How many surgeons I’m meeting with before choosing the “winner” to go inside me!! 🙂
• Why I want the robotic surgery WAY more than the full hand inside me kind!! 🙁
• Where I’m hoping my surgery scar is if everything goes as planned!! 🙂
• Why I cried so much the full day and night after meeting with the first surgeon!! 🙁
• How to order a custom video where I have to destroy any of my clothes or shoes!! 🙂
• Why I’ve been putting my hair in braids a lot more lately!! 🙂
• What my new cameraman’s name is!! 🙂
• Who my new cameraman reminds me of!! 🙂
• How excited I am to finally get a surgery date and start moving on!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 270 you will hear:

• Why I RUSHED to my butt doctor last week!! 🙂
• How my tumor is considered “GIANT” because of where it is!! 🙁
• Why I’m still in limbo of cancer vs pre-cancer vs polyps vs tumors vs Weebles & Wobbles!! 🙂
• What I ate that laid me out for an hour in the middle of Disney!! 🙁
• How I got a NINE out of TEN for cleanest butthole vs ONE out of ten of my competition!! 🙂
• Why I have burn scars down my throat!! 🙁
• How and why I had to completely change my diet and it was actually worth it!! 🙂
• Why I had to sell my chicks and coop!! 🙁
• Where I thought they were going to have to wheel me out of!! 🙂
• How long I will be recovering after surgery!! 🙁
• When my burps are music to my ears and saved me from a hospital visit!! 🙂
• Which allergen I missed and regretted IMMEDIATELY!! 🙁
• How I got my top abs back without getting back into my full workouts!! 🙂
• Why I’m SO surprised I haven’t had to be stitched and stapled back up at some point!! 🙂
• How I’m going back and forth between super excited and absolutely TERRIFIED!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 269 you will hear:

• How I REALLY feel about people telling me to gain or lose weight!! 🙂
• Why I’m REALLY excited for a major surgery!! 🙂
• How I got in some of my best shape even having to stop exercising!! 🙂
• When I’m hoping to FINALLY hear if I have Ass Lightning aka Colon Cancer or not!! 🙂
• How blocked my colon was by my giant tumor!! 🙁
• What major and weird question I’m going to have for my colon surgeon!! 🙂
• Which side effects and problems I had while trying to recover!! 🙁
• What I realized even more about my SUPER scary FoodComa from months ago!! 🙂
• Why now I will take it VERY seriously if something doesn’t taste good that should!! 🙂
• What I did early in our relationship that B says was abandonment and save myself!! 🙂
• Why I’m so torn during ovulation between my mind and my womb!! 🙂
• How a cum schedule made the Top 5 and why I think that happened for April!! 🙂
• What I used to drink like a fish and why I’m surprised I still have all my teeth!! 🙂
• How many bottles of water I drink per day that most people can’t believe!! 🙂
• Why I’ve been doing MORE content than EVER and going HAM recently!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 268 you will hear:

• What my tumor polyp/mass is the same size as!! 🙁
• How I kept getting bitchy about people saying a colonoscopy isn’t that big of a deal!! 🙂
• Why I went SO long ignoring my digestive issues!! 🙁
• How I’m actually EXCITED for the upcoming surgery and why!! 🙂
• Why I am VERY glad they found this inside me NOW and not years ago!! 🙂
• Getting emotional and trying not to cry just thinking about what it would be like without it!! 🙂
• Why B was crying and where he was!! 🙁
• What B ate and HOW MUCH of it after we got the news and regretted it!! 🙂
• How SUPER out of it I was after waking up from the first double procedure!! 🙂
• What parts of the whole experience B remembers and I have NO memory of!! 🙂
• When the scariest part of the whole experience and how I snapped out of it!! 🙂
• How long my recovery time will be after surgery!! 🙁
• My superpower that is SUPER gross and even worse how I developed it!! 🙂
• Why I will have to have surgery no matter what the test results and biopsy say!! 🙁
• How I can’t believe I actually still have ALL my original teeth with everything I’ve done!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 267 you will hear:

• Why I’m SO overwhelmed and anxious!! 🙁
• LOTS of details about me and my dad’s up and down relationship!! 🙂
• Why one of my first places I rented was so cheap, what it was infested with!! 🙁
• How our Disney trip went with EVERYthing going on & why I needed it!! 🙂
• Which TWO procedures I’m having back to back this week!! 🙁
• What spice I cannot go without!! 🙂
• How my period has been WAY different this week and why!! 🙁
• The number of emails I get per day that I usually love!! 🙂
• Why my colonoscopy prep is WAY harder and different for me than most people!! 🙁
• How I’m SO ready to get back to REAL and HEALTHY food!! 🙂
• Why I’ve cried MANY times this week!! 🙁
• How I can see what a crazy person I was before eating and feeling better!! 🙂
• What I would cover my naked body in donuts for!! 🙂
• Which two HORRIBLE versions of poptarts and cereal I had to eat growing up!! 🙂
• Why I am AND am NOT looking forward to the laxatives!! 🙁

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 266 you will hear:

• What all pornstar dressed up is!! 🙂
• How many car wrecks I have been in!! 🙁
• What new lowest weight I hit WHILE gaining muscle and still eating a lot!! 🙂
• Details of some of my worst car accidents!! 🙁
• What food I cut out as a test and pretty sure it was a major trigger!! 🙂
• How many times I flipped in worst car accident, my injuries and how I survived!! 🙁
• Which foods I’ll be testing as other trigger foods during this new learning journey!! 🙂
• Way TMI about my butt doctor sample collection!! 🙂
• What the lady at the lab suggested I use a spatula for that I would NEVER do!! 🙂
• My butt doctor’s great “wrong hole” joke!! 🙂
• How I can barely ever remember a time of not being in pain and discomfort after eating!! 🙁
• Which outfit always makes me feel like a flight attendant for Blue Balls Air!! 🙂
• How it’s scary but also therapeutic sharing so many details of my life!! 🙂
• One of the fastest and easiest ways to tell if boobs are real or not!! 🙂
• Why I’m treating this like one of my last Disney trips ever!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

 

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 265 you will hear:

• Why I got all done up and curly hair “just” for the podcast!! 🙂
• How much we’ve spent so far without even getting answers or fixes for the RV!! 🙁
• My plan for safely getting our runaway RV to the dealership!! 🙂
• How much it would cost for me to shave my head!! 🙂
• TMI about my digestive system and BMs!! 🙂
• How having THIS member of my family visit is fun and exciting but also a lot of work!! 🙂
• What kind of digestion issues I’ve had and for how long!! 🙁
• Which procedure I have to get done that not many people my age do yet!! 🙁
• How I’m excited for the RESULTS of the procedure but NOT the procedure itself!! 🙂
• Why I have to see a professional butt doctor so young!! 🙁
• How I could get some GREAT footage during my procedure!! 🙂
• What B is most worried about for my upcoming procedure and why!! 🙁
• Why I am getting MORE horny and sexual with age!! 🙂
• How one of my newest most unique and ORGASMIC toys works!! 🙂
• What TWO crazy things happened the 1st time I ever rode a Sybian and it was on a stage!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.