214: My Mental Breakdown Cause Aftermath And Lessons

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 214 you will hear:

  • How the getting fixed surgery went and what “addon” we got with it…
  • Who I’ve enjoyed taking care of and nursing back to health this week!! 🙂
  • How I had an overwhelming breakdown and what I turn to for coping… 🙁
  • The BIGGEST fear I have about coronavirus that is causing most of my anxiety and stress!! 🙁
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • The perfect storm of negative things that hit me all at once and sent me into a spiral!! 🙁
  • How I handled my recent breakdown and what I learned from it!! 🙂
  • Why “social distancing” is the wrong idea, physical vs social!! 🙂
  • Who I talk to on the phone about 15 times per day every day!! 🙂
  • How you can cope with overwhelm and stress and anxiety with or without other people!! 🙂
  • What I’ve been wearing that makes me happy and feel better through all the chaos!! 🙂
  • Who made it VERY difficult and frustrating to build my new gate and fencing!! 🙂
  • The full story of the punching in the nuts video blooper from years ago!! 🙂
  • Which of my videos have been the most popular of all recently!! 🙂
  • Where to see my free Easter Keister pic of my pussy and anal plug!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

How are you holding up through this coronavirus chaos??

First off, don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, April 8, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

How are you holding up through this coronavirus chaos??

I know you probably come here to get AWAY from the corona craziness lol but it’s kind of the big giant elephant in the room right now 🙂

I hope you’re holding up ok mentally and financially and finding ways to stay physically active too!! 🙂

All 3 of those are pretty challenging for most of us right now!! 🙂

I’ve had my ups and downs through all this but it really helps to be able to still stay busy twerking on the site and hoping it brings some distraction and “stress relief” to you too?? 😉

My new earlier webcam show times have really helped me have more energy to put on fun and exciting shows especially during these chaotic times and it boosts my mood just as much as it hopefully boosts yours 🙂

I hope you can join me inside on mine tonight or that you are able to find ANYthing else to keep you busy and happy until things finally start getting back to “normal” whatever that’s going to be 🙂

We’re all in this together and I’m hoping you stay safe and happy and healthy in the meantime!! 🙂

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Don’t forget…

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213: My 2 Almost Tragic Accidents In 1 Week & Pussy Pic

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 213 you will hear:

  • Why I love these pants even more now!! 🙂
  • My 2 almost major tragic accidents last week!!
  • Story about one of my accidents that isn’t for the queasy 🙂
  • What destroyed part of my new garden!! 🙁
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • Why I needed major emotional support before last week’s webcam show!! 🙁
  • How I felt guilty and down and why during these tough times…
  • Why I’ve been getting stronger myself and us as a couple during the chaos!! 🙂
  • One of my biggest pet peeve lies about pregnancy and eating!! 🙂
  • What I would do with B if we got a divorce!! 🙂
  • Why you might NOT be able to handle me full time!! 🙂
  • How B and I are so opposite in a lot of ways but yin and yang together!! 🙂
  • Why my live webcam shows have been so much more fun recently!! 🙂
  • Which one of us is getting fixed and when and why!!
  • Where to see the closeup pic of my wet spread pussy!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

You missed out on your 1on1 chance with me?? Not yet, LAST DAY!!

*UPDATE* April 2, 2020Just because you missed the discount deal doesn’t mean you can’t still order a great 1on1 webcam show with me to help pass this quarantine time 🙂 You don’t even have to be a member or join first, you can order directly right here 🙂

Original post with expired deal below:

Wow the full 50% off discount offer for a 1on1 Webcam Show with me was VERY popular!! 🙂

I know a lot of you are cooped up at home just like me and are REALLY needing some interaction, even better if it’s sexy virtual interaction 😉

These shows I’ve been doing this past week have been so great for me too, getting to feel like I’m meeting all these new people!! 🙂

It’s like your own personal Lelu Adult Convention with my booth setup where you get to come and spend 15 fun minutes with me 🙂

I’ve done ALL sorts of shows this week, all the way from the “usual” aka mutual masturbation and/or JOI to just fun chats and getting to know people better during all this craziness to more role play and femdom kinks to foot fetish fun and even a couple of the shy guys that don’t share their microphone or webcam but still get to see and hear me and type chat to me 🙂

I know most of the people from last week’s poll said they were too shy for webcam shows, but don’t forget showing your cam and using your microphone are completely optional, and you can still get all the fun and interaction by seeing and hearing me live while you type in the chatbox to me 🙂

ALL the shows are completely personal and private between just me and you and are not recorded or shared anywhere. But if you want to record it from your end to enjoy over and over again later I’m totally fine with that 🙂

So if you haven’t already taken advantage of the deal today is the LAST day, ONE more chance for you to discover why my 1on1 private shows are so popular!! 🙂

This offer ends at 5:59pm Eastern US Time on Thursday, April 2nd and is your last chance to try a 1on1 Show with me for less than the usual price of a custom picture set!! 🙂 And if a picture is worth a thousand words then how many pictures is a live 1on1 show worth?? 🙂

Once this timer hits zero, the 1on1 webcam show offer is gone, so do it quickly now while you have this open, it only takes a quick minute to order then you’re in, and I’ll see you on the inside!! 🙂

Remember you don’t have to schedule the show in the next 24 hours of course, you just have to order it 🙂 Once you order it I’ll email you to get the details on what type of show you think you would like best with some options and times and days so we can figure out one that works for both of us and it’s a date!! 🙂

Claim Your 1on1 Private Webcam Show Offer:

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them.

And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, April 1, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

Don’t forget…

Once this timer hits zero, the 1on1 webcam show offer is gone, so do it quickly now while you have this open, it only takes a quick minute to order then you’re in, and I’ll see you on the inside!! 🙂

Remember you don’t have to schedule the show in the next 24 hours of course, you just have to order it 🙂 Once you order it I’ll email you to get the details on what type of show you think you would like best with some options and times and days so we can figure out one that works for both of us and it’s a date!! 🙂

Claim Your 1on1 Private Webcam Show Offer:

212: Lessons Learned After A Decade Of Marriage

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 212 you will hear:

  • How being together ALL the time can be difficult and how to cope!! 🙂
  • The “vent and not resent” technique that’s helped our relationship SO much!! 🙂
  • How long B and I have been together!! 🙂
  • The unhealthy habits I still struggle with but am improving slowly but surely!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What I finished building last week and am still SO proud of!! 🙂
  • Which farmanimal keeps escaping recently & which 1 messes with my garden too much!! 🙂
  • What I’m putting all my focus and energy on right now to deal with coronavirus anxiety!! 🙂
  • My dad’s SUPER dangerous and criminal Uber nightmare stories!! 🙁
  • My Xmas story about 5 years ago involving hookers and drugs and real grand theft auto!!
  • What unique thing I weirdly decided to do on a whim on last week’s webcam show replay 🙂
  • How I keep myself sane after checking in on COVID-19 chaos!!
  • What happened YEARS ago in 1 of my boxing videos that still makes B cringe!! 🙂
  • Who I’ve been listening to trying to deal with all the financial problems this is causing too!!
  • Where to see the pic of the week with a big cumshot all over my ass!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

Want to have some 1on1 virtual fun with me while stuck at home??

I hope you are safe and healthy through all this!! So far so good here and been getting SO much done around the house with all this extra home time 🙂

I know a lot of people are spending more time at home recently with everything going on and some places are even required to stay home, but all this social distancing can lead to not enough positive interactions too 🙁

So for this week I want to try to help bring some positive virtual fun to your life with a full 50% discount on a private and personal 1on1 webcam show with me!! 🙂

That’s a full HALF OFF the regular price for EVERYone even if you’re not a member, which means you can get a 1on1 private webcam show with me right now for less than the price of a custom picture set!! 🙂

I have a feeling these shows are going to be more popular than ever right now, so I’m only offering the discount on the 15 minute option and only one order per person so I can try to “lift” the spirits (and other things) of as many people as possible 😉

The deal is only open to be ordered during this week, but we can schedule it anytime even if you can’t fit it in this week and I’ll email you once I see your order CUM through so we can set it up and figure out the details 😉

You can order yours right now right here as long as you still see the deal is active in the red letters, but if too many people order it I’ll have to close it down before the end of the week so I don’t have TOO many to schedule at once so locks yours in now with the big discount!! 🙂

Weekly Poll

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, March 25, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

211: COVID-19 Craziness Public Meltdown & Coping Tips

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 211 you will hear:

  • Why I’m NOT a fan of spring breakers right now!!
  • How I had a meltdown in public and had to apologize!! 🙁
  • Why I’m so anxious my eye is twitching!! 🙂
  • How I used 8 foot poles to enforce social distancing!! 🙂
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What I built that blew B’s mind and made me so proud!! 🙂
  • How many of my latest batch of chicks were males?? 🙂
  • Funniest story of the week that I found HILARIOUS and B said was a horrible experience!! 🙂
  • Why I gained a couple pounds recently!! 🙂
  • How I’ve been coping with the anxiety and stress and tips on what’s helped me!! 🙂
  • Why my webcam shows are earlier now and when I usually go to bed and wake up!! 🙂
  • About how many pounds I gained during my pregnancy and who had a bigger belly!! 🙂
  • How I’m getting out all my crazy energy!! 🙂
  • What you can do to help with the spread of all this craziness right now 🙂
  • Where to see the pic of the week with my high heels featured in the podcast cover & why!! 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂

 

Going Coronavirus crazy?? Me too but let’s do it together!! :)

First off, don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, March 18, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

Going Coronavirus crazy?? Me too but let’s do it together!! 🙂

This might be the longest I’ve ever gone without leaving the house EVER and I’m only on day 5 of my self-quarantine!! 🙂

I hope you are safe and healthy and doing the best you can with all this coronavirus craziness.

If you already deal with anxiety and stress like I do then I know just the mental part of it is super hard and that doesn’t even count the physical and other possible problems like job interruptions and all too

To try to keep my mind and body busy I finally started a new garden this week and it’s been a HUGE help, so if you have a hobby or home project you’ve been putting off now would be a great time to start!! 🙂

The first garden we tried was right around the same time I had a new baby and a brand new house to unpack, NOT the best timing lol so it mostly shriveled but somehow the carrots survived long enough to give us a bunch as a GROWING away present 😉

This time I feel much better about it and plan to stick with it and already have some little sprouts popping up, spinach and tomatoes and watermelon and cantaloupes and carrots and corn and basil and flowers!! 🙂

On top of everything else I started shark week too!! 🙁 lol

I’ll still be doing my show tonight though so we can all at least just hang out and have fun during all the chaos so I hope to see you there!! 🙂

Weekly Poll

Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

And don’t forget the live weekly members’ show is tonight, Wednesday, March 18, 2020 at 8pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

210: Why And How I’m Self Quarantining For Coronavirus

In “Behind The Porn Scenes” Podcast Episode 210 you will hear:

  • Why I feel SO right and justified after being crazy corona lady 🙂
  • People wrapping themselves in toilet paper to protect themselves 🙂
  • Which place is closed at least 2 weeks that has NEVER done that!! 🙁
  • What finally made B start taking coronavirus seriously…
  • Recap of my recent naughty XXX porn videos with behind the scenes stories!! 🙂
  • What great new thing I started to keep me busy during self quarantine!! 🙂
  • How I’m hoping to keep Simba OUT of my garden this time!! 🙂
  • Which device on the farm I broke last week!! 🙂
  • What B wants to eat if we run out of food that I say NOOOOO!! 🙂
  • Why I love the lactating videos and B cringes at my lactation!! 🙂
  • Which video had some great bloopers!! 🙂
  • All the reasons I don’t like going without panties in public!! 🙂
  • Me soaking in B saying I was right and he was wrong!! 🙂
  • What you should be doing to prepare and protect!! 🙂
  • Where to see my fave pic of the week in the outfit that made me feel sexy even with anxiety 🙂

The video versions of the podcasts always get posted the week after, so you can listen to today’s podcast right now of course then go back and watch the video version of last week’s HERE.

Lelu Love Podcast

And here is the pic we mentioned in the podcast 🙂