A little piece of my heart today…
Hey Love,
I’ve been adjusting to a lot of changes lately, and if I’m being honest, some days have felt tender, messy, beautiful, overwhelming… all at once.
There’s been a lot shifting in my world, and I’m still finding my footing in the middle of it. But sometimes that kind of change cracks something open too. It makes you look at yourself differently. It makes you feel things more deeply. And every once in a while, it gives you words.
I wrote a poem recently, and that alone feels kind of huge because I honestly can’t remember the last time I sat down and let myself write like this.
It came from a very real place in me… the part that’s been healing, shedding shame, and learning how to stop shrinking.
So before we get to the newest videos, I wanted to share this with you.
🔥 No Need to Hide 🔥
I’ve always been use to being alone
Even dating, marriage, never a safe home.
No one connects to the fire… no one’s the same,
It’s like they can’t truly see or get singed by the flame.
The burning, intense, primal desire,
Light and darkness more passion more fire.
It’s always to much everyone tried to extinguish,
I knew I was different… That was easy to distinguish.
I’m too much so I always had to change,
To make myself smaller to be in an acceptable range.
I never could fake it for very long,
My hearts fire would start singing her blazing song.
To be free to be me can I live without fear
To let my chaotic light fully appear.
So I stepped out lonely into the unknown,
Breaking, glowing, shattered, finally grown.
Knowing I never will shrink back to who I was before,
Remembering all the amazing and terrible Lore.
Finally I am able to see me for who I am
The fire no one could understand.
The darkness no one knows how to hold
Being a beautiful goddess stronger than gold.
Inside a demon that’s always ready to play,
With strength and determination here to stay.
So I search for me, to heal wounds from the past
To go deeper, without guilt, and get to explore at last.
I feel myself open to exploring what others say is sin
But I know it’s my fire and loving it deeply, the only win.
Spending my whole life fighting to survive,
Finally feeling shame disappearing as I feel more alive.
Kissing my fire and loving the flames
My chaos with wisdom at the reigns.
Now it’s time to go for a ride
To let all of me out with no need to hide.
— Lelu 💋
That poem feels like a little snapshot of where I am right now.
Still changing. Still healing. Still opening.
And honestly? Also still creating a lot of very fun things for you. 💋
Here’s a taste of what I’ve been up to lately… 📸
If you’ve missed some of the recent updates, don’t worry… I’ve got you. Here are a few of the latest videos, and every one of them is waiting for you right here:
1. Naked Porch Vibrator Masturbation For Slow Edging Outdoor Orgasm
2. POV Femdom Pegging JOI Tease Denial Leather Boots Cage StrapOn
3. VLOG: Vulnerable Mental Health Updates Singing Dancing Crying
There’s a lot more where that came from. A lot more passion, a lot more play, and a lot more of me letting go of the parts that were taught to hide.
If you’ve been watching from a distance and thinking about joining… this is your invitation.
🔥 Come Play With Me 🔥
No more hiding. No more shrinking. This is me, all of me, and I want to share it with you.
I’d love to share more with you. 💋
Thank you for being here with me through all the changes, all the growth, and all the rediscovering.
I love you guys.
xoxo,
Lelu 💋
I would love to have you peg me, Lelu.