What I had to give up after panic attack/nervous breakdown :(

TOMORROW starts my birthMONTH and I’m SO excited but it was SO scary and still a little on edge with more details down below…

The improv stage performance I mentioned last week right before it happened DID end up going great and so much fun and already excited for the next one in a few weeks…

BUT the other acting class I was taking I was trying SO hard and it just got to be way too much!! 🙁

My brain is not cut out for memorization and why I had so much trouble and frustration in school and even with custom videos that are WAY too long lol

I had a full on panic attack and breakdown and what caused my full physical sickness last week too, so I had to drop that class completely but already feeling much better about the decision and life in general!! 🙂

I’m still far from 100% but SHOULD be ok and ready for my birthday bash this weekend!!

I was SO scared when this started that I was going to miss my own party and event that I’ve been planning for MONTHS!!

There’s going to be SO many great pics and content from hopefully an amazing and fun filled birthday weekend to kick off my birthMONTH of August!! 🙂

Got my car washed and my insides sprayed out obviously too 😉

“Female Masseuse Gives YOU Happy Ending Handjob” #1 Video for July, 2024

“POV Impregnation Creampie Cheating With Wife Of Your Best Friend” #2 Video for July, 2024

“WEBCAM: 69 Cunnilingus BJ Cowgirl Riding Sex Doggystyle Creampie” #3 Video for July, 2024

“POV Deepthroat Blowjob In Sexy Bra Panties Lingerie Sloppy Drool” #4 Video for July, 2024

“Roommate Walks In On Dorm Room Fucking” #5 Video for July, 2024

Brand new top 5 below to celebrate the new month and LOTS more daily content cumming every single day as always!! 🙂

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Top 5 Vids Of The Month

The Top 5 is always fun to see which ones “win” and what seems to be trending at different times 🙂

Here’s the most recent July 2024’s Top 5…

If you’re already one of my amazing supportive members of LeluLove.com, you already have access to all 5 of these and THOUSANDS more in the Full Videos Section.

July 2024

1. Female Masseuse Gives YOU Happy Ending Handjob

In this custom video, it’s the end of your massage… or is it?? 🙂 Your female masseuse asks if you want the happy ending special as long as you don’t tell her boss and she keeps the oil flowing stroking and milking your cock and massaging your balls until you have a BIG spurting and toe curling orgasm!! 🙂

2. POV Impregnation Creampie Cheating With Wife Of Your Best Friend

In this custom video, you walk in on me naked and masturbating while my husband who is your best friend is gone, you can’t hide that big cock growing in your pants though and it doesn’t take much to seduce your dick right into my mouth, then I bend over doggystyle and give you one more chance to back out but instead you just let me back my wet pussy right back on your bare cock until you pump me full of your fertile creampie seed to finally knock me up and impregnate me like my husband never could!! 🙂

3. WEBCAM: 69 Cunnilingus BJ Cowgirl Riding Sex Doggystyle Creampie

In this live webcam show, we get right to the action because I’m ready to go so I lock it down right away then go get prepared and the cameras in positions then it’s 69 time as I sit on his face and he licks my clit while I suck his cock, then we flip around for the other angle for the other angle that will be cumming soon then it’s cowgirl riding sex time before finishing in doggystyle and I cum so hard at the end I squirt his dick out then he plunges it back inside me just in time to fill me with a nice big creampie!! 🙂

4. POV Deepthroat Blowjob In Sexy Bra Panties Lingerie Sloppy Drool

In this custom video, you’ve been working so hard and I want to pay you back with a long deep sloppy blowjob in my sexy lingerie, matching bra and panties with my feet and soles up in the background then my ass up and to the side while I lick and suck and slobber all over your cock from your balls to the tip of your dick until you finally blast a nice big cumshot for me while I continue licking your head as you keep spurting!! 🙂

5. Roommate Walks In On Dorm Room Fucking

In this custom video, I am having sex with my boyfriend in his dorm when his roommate walks in, he doesn’t stop and lets his friend stay in the room, his friend keeps watching and masturbates and we all cum together!!

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And that’s just for July 2024, there’s a Top 5 like that going back over TWELVE YEARS to July 2012, as in two thousand and TWELVE before color television and sliced bread lol 🙂

Top 5 Vids Of The YEAR

And now with 2023 over, the year of SO many changes for me physically and mentally and emotionally and all good overall, including the last year of my old boobs, even though my new ones still skyrocketed right to the top!! 🙂

Even one snuck in the top 5 with my new beautiful boobies even while they were still covered!! 🙂

If you’re already one of my amazing supportive members of LeluLove.com, you already have access to all 5 of these and THOUSANDS more in the Full Videos Section.

1. Female POV Cunnilingus Pussy Eating Missionary Male POV Cumshot

In this custom video, me holding the camera while B licks my clit, eating and sucking my pussy to orgasm after orgasm as I quiver and shake and try to keep the camera as still as I can, then he fucks me missionary still from my POV finishing with him holding the camera to watch my beautiful new big boobies bouncing to even more orgasms until he finally pulls out and unloads on me and I am DONE!! 🙂

2. Caliente Hardcore Sex And Car Blowjob To Outdoor Fucking Cumshot

In this custom video, this was from a LONG time ago that only supporters of the campaign got to see first, but it’s fitting because my NEW BOOBS content will be the same way, only supporters will get to see them along the way but this is a great example of amazing content that is just now being released over 6 months later and you can tell the time because it’s way back when I had my CRAZY bootyBruise but it’s still an amazing video that we did live outside with so much fun and so many surprises along the way ending with a great big climax that made it all worth the wait for everyone involved including YOU!! 🙂

3. POV Missionary Tiny Bikini Top Doggystyle Hairpulling Cum On Ass

In this custom video, I know after my breast augmentation surgery that you haven’t been able to see my beautiful new boobies while we fuck because I had to make sure they stayed safe from too much bouncing but since I’m getting closer to fully recovered I get to surprise you with a small covering that is super sexy for you so what do you think of this surprise tiny bikini top while you pound me missionary and get to watch them bounce and jiggle for one of the first times as you fuck me hard and deep then bend me over and drill me doggystyle too while pulling my hair as I cum over and over again so many orgasms until you pull out just in time to cum all over my ass and back too!! 🙂

4. POV Blowjob Standing Doggystyle Creampie In Heels Unbuttoned Top

In this custom video, I want to thank you for cooking so well for me and cooking up those creampies in my pussy, so you watch me clean the kitchen while I wear nothing but a button up shirt all unbuttoned that doesn’t cover my bare ass or pussy all the way down to my high heel wedges as you watch me bend over with upskirt peeks until I get down and call you over so I can suck your cock then bend me over the counter as I back it up on your dick then you pound me until you fill me with ANOTHER creampie and I can’t wait for more!! 🙂

5. New Boobs Cleavage POV Blowjob Missionary BIG Orgasms Creampie

In this custom video, welCUM to my new titties and yes they are still covered for everyone NOT in the Boob Job Bundle Group HERE but you’ll start seeing peeks of them like this or you can join the BJB Group to see them uncensored and uncovered, this was a super fun one starting with me sucking your dick on my knees then missionary fucking and pounding as I cum SOOOOO hard over and over again in complete pleasure until you pump me full of creampie cum and watch it drip back out after before we head out for the night with so much of you still inside me!! 🙂

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Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

Don’t forget…

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2 thoughts on “What I had to give up after panic attack/nervous breakdown :(”

  1. Lelu, I have also had many disability panic attacks. Most men come on night because of sleep apnea and I stopped breathing and then my brain kicks in to wake me up, but it also basically makes my brain out of control and panic attack to get over if you would like to visit, I would love to talk to you.
    Chris Ostrander

  2. Good Morning Lelu! My dad used to talk about the persistence of a fly and you are that lelu, you have persistence! I can’t believe you have done this for over 10 years and every day at that! You are as lovely or perhaps even more so now, as when you started! I am looking forward to the day that I can join you more fully, as we are still saving for the addition of our four season room. My best wishes to you and Brian!

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