Look at how much the hurricane was shaking my RV!! :(

Would you rather be a horse or a husky??

Me personally I’m both apparently.

I need to run wild with my hair free but I also need a very physically taxing job 😂

I sleep better. I feel better. I even eat better.

Being able to be outside around animals and nature and also riding horses is exactly what my heart and soul needed. So I’m doing that every single chance that I can.

And the hard manual labor that I missed so much from the farm has felt SO good getting super dirty and sweaty and exhausted, actually exercising my demons!!

It was perfect timing too because we were in the middle of getting hit by ANOTHER hurricane.

Nicole wasn’t nearly as bad as Ian though, it was category one and not worth leaving but the wind gusts got over 100 miles per hour and you can see videos of my teacup slashing tea around because it was rocking our RV so badly and my anxiety could not take it.

So I took a Xanax, my first one in weeks and just 1 and it knocked me out for 3 hours (after waking up at 4am).

And it helped make the rest of the day amazing!!!!! It helped just enough so I could be present and not bawling my eyes out and it was one of my best and most complete turnarounds yet.

And we’ve made it through my full PMDD period with only 1 outburst but even that was a quick recovery too.

I’ve started digging in deeper with my IFS therapy too so I’m battling back from every angle and really feeling great about my progress.

Now hopefully all this helps prepare me as my mom and sisters come to visit for a week for Thanksgiving…

To be continued with that much crazy lady in one house at one time for that long but I am super excited and optimistic though.

The new webcam system and password worked perfectly too!! 🙂 I love that I can start the first 5-10 minutes where anyone can come say hi, then I can add the password lockdown where only members can watch the rest of the show when the real fun usually starts!!

You’ll still meet me at the same link that you’re used to for my weekly live shows.

So if you’re already Bronze or higher or ANY type of current paying member of my site before the change in a few days, then I’ll make sure you still have access to my live weekly shows for as long as you stay a member 🙂

So many exciting new things happening behind the scenes cumming very soon including this:

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Some new Silver Membership spots are now open!!

Here’s the benefits of upgrading to Silver:

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Weekly Videos Screencap Recap

This was another fun and busy week with LOTS of custom video orders, so check out the screencap recap below and join now or login to the video page to watch any or all of them:

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And don’t forget my next live weekly members’ show is Sunday afternoon, November 20, 2022 at 1pm Eastern US time right HERE (if you can’t make it, all the replays from all past shows are there too)

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